1 Name: Seven : 2015-01-23 04:49 ID:FQT2WaFD [Del]
So, its been a long time already, that I've been so bored about everything.Uhh..you know..the lifeless feeling. The only thing that doesnt bore me is anime/ manga but lately..its not enough already. I have lots of works to do but i just ignore mostly of them. I have also been going absent in school for few days 'cause it all just bore me out and I feel like its already tiring. In the end...I just sleep the whole day cause it is where i stop thinking. Sleep is what helping me and so is staying up night surfing the net. Actually I am one of the top in class but it doesnt really mean a lot to me.In fact I dislike my position about it cuz it only gives me more chains than i have.My parents have been pushing me to achieve this and that that makes it so annoying. Though I know I can do it, I keep myself steady and low cause I know that if I do what they expect, there will be more to come. Plus, I dont have any motivation to do so. I feel like there is nothing that already interests me and I've been so bored about the world. I've become a horrible person that always thinks on anything if it could interest me or not or thinks if I can use someone/something or not. I've also tried killing myself several times already but I am such a coward that cant do even that. So in the end, I am just trapped in this life unaware of how to change it. Pathetic isnt it?
2 Name: Meowmeowmeow : 2015-01-23 05:52 ID:3253b11s [Del]
You have a future ahead of you. We are humans, we are weak because we are humans, we are humans because we are weak. Humans sin. Have you ever had this talk with your parents? They are probably proud of you, not trying to pull you down. Bound by chains, you aren't the only one. Each person have their own personal set of chains binding them to the ground when they want to fly. Mine is friendship, I'm a person who fears abandonment a lot since I was one out of thousands of victims of social isolation. I hang on because I am a coward. Because I'm a coward, I am strong. The fact that even if I'm a coward, I move forward, I rise higher, that is strength, that I am able to look at the past but not dwell on it, to walk to the future... Do I make any sense? Ehehe... Anyway, that is what I think. Btw, drawing can help with venting, even if its just doodles!
3 Name: Suzu : 2015-01-23 05:56 ID:3253b11s [Del]
Stay strong, bro/sis! I'm sorry to hear that, I agree with meowmeowmeow, drawing helps with venting, so is writing poetry! I was a victim of social isolation too and was in depression for half a year before snapping out of it. I wish you luck!
4 Name: Suzu : 2015-01-23 05:58 ID:3253b11s [Del]
Btw, meowmeowmeow is my relative, so we took turns posting on the same device if anybody was wondering.
5 Name: Seven : 2015-01-23 06:00 ID:FQT2WaFD [Del]
Drawing?! Yes. I draw a lot to kill time. I've been into painting too. Yet I lost my interest on it again. At first it is fun then later on, it getting boring and boring. I quickly lost interest on stuffs. And also, I have not talk this to my parents nor other people. Its much better talking here since its more easy than those people close to you.
6 Name: Seven : 2015-01-23 06:02 ID:FQT2WaFD [Del]
>>3 I've also been into poetry. Its nice but yet I lost interest to it again
7 Name: Suzu : 2015-01-23 06:09 ID:3253b11s [Del]
I guess it is... They say talking to strangers help I guess! But remember, like my cousin said, you have a life ahead of you, so I hope you won't think about forfeiting your life, you matter to this world, to your loved ones.
Do something that can get your adreline pumping, sports, music, heck, try knitting! You'll find your true calling sooner or later.
8 Name: Suzu : 2015-01-23 06:18 ID:3253b11s [Del]
Ah... Did I misuse some words?! Sorry, my English isn't very good...
9 Name: Seven : 2015-01-23 06:23 ID:FQT2WaFD [Del]
>>7 Idk. I've tried a lot. Except sports since I have a weak body. I have tried baking, cooking, painting, drawing, poetry, writingstories, piano, guitar, MMOs and other games, reading books (and oh..I've got dozens of them already), and more. All of them are nice but as always I have lost my interest on them.
10 Name: Suzu : 2015-01-23 06:37 ID:3253b11s [Del]
Ah... I know how you feel... I always lose interest fast too, but I love books and writing fanfictions... Ehe. And fangirling over pairings. Or just read fanfictions? There are some nice ones out there, I can recommend some to you if you want
11 Name: Seven : 2015-01-23 06:43 ID:FQT2WaFD [Del]
>>10 Yes please! I've ran out of things to read. And oh, I am fangirling too! Wow...its nice to talk to someone like this.
12 Name: Suzu : 2015-01-23 06:48 ID:3253b11s [Del]
Isn't it?
There's Butterfly by miisharia, a Durarara fanfic, pretty good.
If u are into KHR, Kyoko by Discoabc, makes one laugh like crazy,
My Heavenly Judgement by colbub, is another KHR fanfic, I love that one and Kyoko.
13 Name: Seven : 2015-01-23 06:51 ID:FQT2WaFD [Del]
Thanks a lot.
14 Name: Suzu : 2015-01-23 06:53 ID:3253b11s [Del]
No prob!
Oh, I recommend Spirit of Shimon by Rinnu500 too! If u watch Khr
15 Name: Seven : 2015-01-23 06:59 ID:FQT2WaFD [Del]
Yea.. of course I love KHR. I want another season of it!! Too bad it ended in anime.
16 Name: Suzu : 2015-01-23 07:04 ID:3253b11s [Del]
YESH!!! ANOTHER FAN!!! Yeah, they did a 4 chapter vomic but ended it... DANG!!! I want season 2 too... Spirit of Shimon is an EnmaxOc btw, a really good one
17 Name: ar.IA : 2015-01-24 05:06 ID:7UFdKd+P [Del]
Another good KHR one is Kyoko by Discoabc or Flowers by Teafully. They're both in progress, but really good!! (Actually, both of the authors have a ton of good stories...) If you like Vocaloid, then the Riddler by Anonymous.Crystal. But just saying, it's like 100 chapters. Noragami's a pretty good anime, so I recommend that too!! ^_^
