When I was 10-12yrs old, I started sext on the omegal chatsite. I never knew lots about how wrong it was because I never really had a sense of internet safety, only to never give out crucial info like you would see on a driver's licence.

I kind of felt I was "breaking the rules" since I always follow the rules I feel are made to keep me safe, not knowing how I would regret it later. I soon noticed that people kept on inviting me on kik and so I made a fake id on that too and started to sext people on there as well, also getting sex images too.

Of course I didn't send any pictures back, only one of my feet and me fully clothed without my face showing. Though now looking back and how it could be used against me like if one of the people tracks me down and like that I always get worried.

I since deleted my account after a short amount of time on kik but I don't know if it's permanently ended because kik is an ass about deleting profiles.

I have it on the back in my now, knowing I couldn't let it get me down but also by accepting it happened and even if people hold me down on it, it doesn't make me less of a person than I am now. I just seem to shrug it off, sometimes only feeling deep on darker days.

I just feel one day it will bite me back in the ass, I just don't know how big. Ah well, I got this far at dealing with dark things. I wonder if I'm starting to get used to it?