please help

What's wrong?

1:i just started the quarter at school and 3 F's and tomarow is my parent teacher conference along with a algebra test that will make or break me.
2:i try and try and try but it's as if my mind does not want to work! I take notes the I study and when the papers infront of me I space out!
3:i don't care any more! There is a voice in my head (yami) and now she's gone! and it's sadden me...
4:I'm changing personally and I don't want that I want to be me aging!
5:i like this kid whos really popular and i'm the outcast emo kid who Is looked at as a monster!But no one will say anything!
6:i want to pass I want to be succsessfull but my brain hates me and it's like when I read it gets mixed up and then I can't read or like I see the words but I can't read them.!
7:I just want to cry

But I don- NO I woun't give up I have dreams I still want to live and make real! it maybe a painful life but I will live it until I make my dream real

Phew sorry I just heart inside and my hand hurts now......cut

Oh that's ok! :)

>>4 Bro.. In that last line I think they were suggesting that they're a cutter.

I STILL can't understand cutters.

6. I think you might suffer from dislexia.
And just a piece of advice for you: try to stop cutting yourself, you'll look less like the "Emo" kid.

>>5 No it was only one time.....I swear I only did it once!
>>6 what's dyslexia?

Here is the Wikipedia article about dislexia. I'm not sure if it truly is what you suffer from but it is worth talking a shot.

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dyslexia

>>7 It's ironic that you didn't know what dyslexia was, yet you typed it correctly. And >>6 knew what dyslexia was, but kept typing it incorrectly.

Pretty funny, ain't it ? ^^

I guess
found out now I have 3 Fs and a D what the hell!!