Hi all!
I don't really like sharing my problems with others but somehow I have no other idea, and it doesn't matter if you don't help, I just feel like writing this, because it helps a lot...
So, last year, I made a promise to myself that I will become strong. I mean, with my emotions and stuff. Like I won't cry, or people won't mean that much to me, etc. And it worked fine - of course it was hard because there were a lot of boys who were interested in me, but I just couldn't care about them.
However, about a month ago, I realised that I need somebody. I mean, a special somebody, who I had known before I made this promise-thing. Whatever, I just looked into his eyes and everything changed, and now I'm "fighting" with myself because he's not really the type of boy who would notice me.
So I want to ask you if I should forget it ( I already tried it in different situations, and it worked so far. ) Or change my mind and fight for that guy?
What would you do?
[ ps. I'm actually pretty shy to talk to him about this. Please understand that. ]

becoming strong doesnt' mean deny your feelings, you can try but believe me you cant' control it,about that boy,it really depends if you want to figth for him,you can love him but he can be anyone ,it is better for you to know him better if you want to figth for him,because there is a lot of guys who just want sex,it will be good if you could give more info about him,like personality, the way he act, things like that,so that we know more about the guy .

Hey kanri I know how it feels to wanna be stronger but what I've learned over time is that crying and caring about others isn't a sign of weakness it's what makes us strong. There was a time when I tried not to care about any one but myself but that's not a way to live and it only made me feel weaker and more alone then ever before. Now my siblings and my best friend are my strength if it's for them I know I can do anything. Being able to put someone u care about before u is what counts as strength. I think u should tell this person how u feel if he means a lot to u it's worth a shot. I hope this was helpful to u.

Thank you so much guys!!<3
Well, I'm only 16 and many people said that I should act like a real teen... But I just didn't feel like it. I mean, teenagers are dreamy and things like this.
But both of you are right, I still have time to make mistakes:)