I am in a really bad situation (in my mind at least). I have many disabilities and parents who use this against me. They say I will never amount to anything and always feel disappointed by me. They say I should die, that I was a mistake and I hate them for it, for which I hate myself. I want to love them and have a normal life but the world stops it from happening. I know the dollars are on of the most supportive communities ever, and I hope I can find some help here. Thank you for your time.

Hey there! In your case, I think first of all, you gotta find a special friend, whom you can share your life with. If there are none around you, it’s okay to find someone from the internet or whatever. Just make sure that they are really sincere in knowing you. Sometimes in life, it’s not that you cannot do anything; you just think that way because everyone around you tells you so. When I was young, I always felt that everyone does not understand me. And my parents always asked me to do this and that and say that my hobbies and ambition are trash. I felt depressed for a while but then I got a pen pal. Very old-school heh? But my life feels much better. By the way, just ignored what others are saying, but don’t throw away your life. Back then, I hated everyone so I struggled really hard in school just so I can get into college and break away from them. If you can dream, you can do it!

If you don't have that special friend. Then there has to be some one in you family or something! But either way you aren't alone, just remember that. There's always some one out there that you will be able to connect to. They'll come to you in time, so hang in there.

you can also try these guys, refer to the "Let Us Help - Dollars for Dollars Resources" thread below.

Thanks. The world has gotten a smidge better so I'll cope. Thanks for your advice