Incest rape
It was my half brother who did it
He was my father's son from his deceased wife ("was" because he's gone now=suicide)
He would touch me every morning when the parents are starting with their day. Im 18 now and i was only 6 back when he started doing it.
It never bothered me until i read the book The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I just realized that i was abused, raped, when i was still a little kid.
I dont know if it is a good thing that hes gone now. I cant imagine myself if hes still alive and hes still doing it to me
and im not sure if my parents know this. If they know, i will just pretend that i dont remember anything because i dont want them to worry bec im not that disturbed about it. And it also confuses me that im taking this lightly. The fact that i am an incest victim should change something in me or anything.

Everything about this confuses me.

The reason you're taking it so lightly could be the fact that you were so young when it all began. You didn't know there was anything wrong with it yet. So in fact what it did change is what you're saying now you're viewing it from a brighter perspective than you think you should.

Well it is rather confusing. What are you trying to do with the information you will get?

You find its something worth sorting out? I am really stupid in those departments... I am good at psychological solutions and all, but if you are not clear about it yourself its hard to approach...

What did you think of it when it happen? Might be a good question if you remember.

You were young. At that age you didn't knew wether it was good or bad.

If this makes you worry and need professional assistance,then go look for it. But if it doesn't do anything to you, then don't.
As long as you are fine and happy.

But then my justice sense kicks in. I would probably strangle him myself. I would have followed him to the depth of hell and torture him in the most slowly and painful way.
You are very lucky he is totally gone.

Just forget about this and move on. If it doesn't bother you, then you are lucky.

I came out about my incest molestation abuse by my sister when I was 16. I actually don't entirely feel disturbed by it now either. I mean clearly it wasn't my fault. She was 15 and I was 9. So how in the world was I suppose to know?

The only part that bothers me is that when it was happening I liked it. I mean their was actually a time in my life when I felt attracted to my sister! Eww gross. What's worse is that I continued to feel the same way even after I learned about incest. It just wasn't something that turned off right away. And of course that came with a lot of shame. But now I'm okay.

What I think victims don't talk about is how susceptible they're to becoming the predator. This affected the way I felt attracted to and sought after women.

Each time I was abused, there was a non verbal communication. That communication was touching or a specific look. As a teenager, whenever I felt attracted to a women, I would feel compelled to do the same thing. I could have easily fallen into the same category of predator if I wasn't so self aware. I deal with more typical struggles with sexuality today, thank goodness.

Good luck and watch out for possible behaviors in yourself. It's okay to feel that way at first, because you were taught that way at such a young age. If you're going through the same thing, be strong and make the right decision.

BITCH YOU GOT RAPED THE FUCK =.=

Hmm...you were raped at such young age, of course obviously you didn't know what exactly happened...
There's nothing to worry, as long as it doesn't affect your mental and physical health. But of course, it must be a terrifying experience for you. Shouldn't you console this to your parents or doctor?
I recommend that in case something unexpected happened...

Mine was my dad. I suggest you get over with it because it should not stop you from living life to the fullest.

>>Minus

Well good grief! hahahaha. Go get em Liam Neeson.

ok role reversal what if big brother gets rape by little sis what's your thought on that

well at least it hasn't left you traumatized, but you should maybe check with a doctor to make sure you don't have any sexual transmitted disease, just to be safe

Am I the only one who thinks op isn't actually a rape victim but instead is merely copy pasting a story someone else wrote and is literally only contributing one pine to it, which is the last one of op?

>>15
Nope...