I am a very conflicted person and I don't easily make decisions,but I really have to think about the path that will suit me better now because I will be out of school in one and half a year,and well...I have no clue of what I want to do. I don't know if seeking advice from random people on the web is the best thing to do,but since I don't know you,I think I can speak freely about how I realy feel. The fact is I don't even want to work.I feel like I'm involved in nothing but my own thoughts.I am in a great school and my marks are pretty good even if I don't work a lot so I could get where I want (well exept a scientific path). I have been that way since a long time and I always think about the sense of life,good and evil,values,death and that kind of crap but I can't even choose a proper job. To me the most important is to fill fulfilled and happy about life (at least by my own standards).I think I want to express myself,but I am clearly not good at art.I often consider writing but even if I enjoy it don't know if i realy want make my job out of it,I am afraid of failing,of ending up poor and miserable and disappointig everybody,or even worst:being a crappy writer. Wow,that was intense!Sorry if I made some mistakes or if the text is too thick but english is not my mothertongue and I wrote all of it in an unexpected rush of adrenaline ;)
