>>1 You need to grow up. I'm not just saying this to be an ass, though. I've been in roughly the same spot you are, and I can tell you that you have a family that actually cares. I was kicked out on three separate occasions. Not "being one of them" is a pretty piss poor excuse when they try to include you. I mean, seriously? "They took away my wifi." Know what my family took away from me? A place to live. Not only this, but you apparently have a cozy home, so it's not like you're hurting for the necessities here either.

Now career choices. You don't know what you'll do so you'll just become a writer then? Shit doesn't work like that. You don't just "become a writer". How the hell do you think you'll ever compete with the people who love writing? People are out there who's only passion is writing, and you think you can just "become a writer?" Give me a break. If it's a dream, pursue it, but you don't even sound slightly interested.

You want real advice? Grow up.

Okay I feel like I wrote that first part terribly and kind of knew that someone like you would come along. I really shouldn't have said that part but let's just say that I grew up in a bubble so being cut off from the outside world is a huge thing for me since I don't go out or see anyone. Look, my situation is different to yours, don't go assuming I'm just one of those kinds of people. And don't get the wrong idea about my family either, whether they love me or not is irrelevant and I honestly don't care. This has nothing to do with hate, I don't hate them. I wanted to keep religion out if it but if it better helps you understand my situation. My family are really strong, stubborn Christians and I'm not a Christian. It's that simple. I'm not going to be one and I doubt they'll ever change either. That's just the beginning of our differences though, it's about our perceptions and beliefs, not anything to do with hate. I can never explain these things though so all I can say is that it's not something that others can understand, so don't try to.

And it's not that I'm becoming a writer because I don't know what to do but it's more that I'm so unconfident about it. It's the closest to a dream or goal in life that I've had. I've been writing stories for a while now and I like doing it, it's not just a whim. But what you said was my point exactly, what do I do if I have no dreams or goals? I'm not confident in becoming a writer because I haven't been motivated to do anything in a long long time.

I apologise for explaining everything terribly and giving the wrong impression of my situation but I will say it again, growing up isn't the problem. I'm a really misunderstood person and you wouldn't believe how frustrating it is being in such a misunderstood situation like this. The worst kind of pain is the kind of pain that others ignore and dismiss.

>>3 So you have differences. Everyone is different, and you're never going to find anyone who you agree with 100% of the time. My family is all Christian, but I'm a Buddhist, so I get that. But they still care about you. You're still acting selfish and childish. And if you have no ambitions, no motivation, then you won't do anything. You need to frind a driving goal.

>whether they love me or not is irrelevant
Yea, but it's not.
Do you know what it's like to have the same accursed cunt you fell out of curse you for doing so?


Eat a dick, your only problem is that you're a shitty adolescent with edgy problems.
Relax a little.
Realize that your family does care about you and that if you want shit to get better, YOU HAVE TO DO IT.

I had to prevent my father from killing my mother at the age of 16, I have cut all ties with half of my family, whom betrayed me at any chance given, in order to get away from anything related to him. Me and my mother had to start from zero ground.
Had to end a 7 year old relationship with the person I loved the most because our past traumas were making us miserable. 7 years dude, my heart was cut open. Wanna talk about problems? Seriously? I'm 28 and half of my life has been war, loss and sacrifice. The people I loved the most betrayed me, my own blood, the person I loved the most was miserable even though we loved each other so much.
"The worst kind of pain?" Are you kidding me? I hope you are reading this carefully, I hope you are getting some perspective, because life does not stop. Don't want to be misunderstood, make your self clear, think then act, consider other people point of view. Make it by your hands and stop sulking.

Why are people still replying to this? I failed at proving my point or explaining my situation so it's done. I should have put a lot of thought into my original post but I messed up and now everyone's got the wrong idea. To be honest I didn't expect this much hate and anger towards me, I feel like I live in a different world to everyone. I guess if I were in your shoes I'd probably act the same, so I apologise.

This thread is done. /saged