ok i know this might sound like im wining but i'll just say it.
I feel lonely when he's not around I love when he smiles. I haven't really seen him fot 2 years now. I already confessed to him over the internet about
1 1/2 months ago and he said he feels the same way but hes not ready for a realation ship right now. I thought i understand that but i thought we could atleast talk to each other but we haven't and it really hurts. could someone give me some advice on what i should do?

I honestly don't know what to advise... I have a special someone over the internet (in america whilst I'm in uk) and I love her to bits. If he says he isn't ready for a relationship, there is little chance that he will actually go out with you. Also, I don't really know what you are walking towards. What I'm trying to say is, what are you trying to accomplish? Most important is to stay in contact. If you want him to go out with you, be patient because minds chance, and he might actually ask you out... I highly recommend meeting him in real life if possible :)

I wish you the best.