So for some reason I've developed a deep hatred towards other people. I often catch myself imagining how I would go about beating the shit out of people I call my friends, but that's mostly because every single thing they do and every single thing they say pisses me off more than anything. I've been yelling at my parents more and more lately and get pissed off just being in the same room as them. Friends keep calling my phone wanting to hang out and I keep rejecting calls because I would rather listen to music and stare at my ceiling for hours on end than actually see them for any period of time let alone talk to them. I also keep thinking to myself that I want to start dating again (I've been single for well over two years now) but every time I think about it I don't feel like putting in the work to actually be in a relationship let alone actually talk to someone. I dumped a bunch of money into video games and other things hoping to use them to pass the time but I never want to play any of them, and I've been thinking about how to kill myself painlessly because I don't feel like doing anything and there's nothing left that I give a shit about. I know all of this is bad, but I really don't want to go see a shrink because that shit is expensive and I'm hoping you guys can help. Sorry for saying so much :P

Lol we should be friends.

While I can relate to the hatred towards people, the suicide thing really makes no sense. I mean, not in a serious way. Everyone thinks of suicide at one point in their life, so honestly the idea that you'd happen by the thought while doing nothing at all makes sense.
Judging from the way you type and what you've said, you are a teen. And teens happen to hate people one day and love them the next. More than likely, this is a phase.
In the event that it is not, welcome to the cynical club. You're just another person looking for just another person to hate. If you don't want to change, then so be it. If you do that is more a self control issue on your part.

i know what you mean about therapists being expensive as i need to try one so when i get a job in a few days or a week max, ill spend the first few weeks pay on a local therapist for a few session :) you have a job or could a relative help pay?

You don't hate people, you just want some space. That sentence is enough to help you overcome your problem.

i feel like i hate people as well but its just that they get so annoying. so i don't really hate them

I think >>6 is right. You just want some space. Also, I get a feeling that you're bored of society/life.

Start doing something that you haven't done yet. Hiking or cycling. Or anything good.

Maybe I do need some space... as for trying something new, I've been getting into LARPing (as nerdy as that sounds) It really works as a good stress reliever, plus it feels like a real life Skyrim type deal lol

I think this is called cynicism, but whatever. I hate people a lot, too. I haven't met anyone that actually sustains my interest without ever annoying me. I feel myself only using my friends these day even though I care for them, I know I'm simply using them as an excuse to talk to someone and not look like a loner. Hatred toward people is probably common. Everyone goes through a phase in their life where everything is so shitty. Indulge yourself in something you like. If it is cynicism, it's going to seem shitty at first, but try to get into it and you'll see that there's something you like. Plus the music thing, that's perfect. Music is perfect.
Now the suicide thing. Well I don't think this situation is that serious, but like I said music dude. When you listen to it, you're in another world where death is like the last thing you want to do, because you want to keep listening to the music.
Hope I helped you ^_^

I think you just didn't find the right person to talk... I hated people too, they were bulling me since first year in my school. But when I came at new highschool (the second, couze I changed it in the middle of school year)I find out, that not everyone is so bad... It all about people around you, nothing more. You should change the city or something, just move on some different place for vacation... or anything like that.

Overactive amygdala, probably. Or maybe you have ASPD. See a psychiatrist, either way. I hate lots of people too, but you gotta get along to get ahead, buddy.

Music helps a lot, as far as moving or going on vacation, I don't really have that luxury right now as I'm working two jobs and going to school. I've noticed that the people I hate are the people I know... I'm perfectly fine talking to strangers and people I don't know well, but being around people I know just doesn't sit well with me I guess

As far as ASPD, I've never been in trouble with the law, I've never been in a fight that I've started, and I really enjoy helping people and making people happy, but when it comes to people I know I just hate being around them and interacting with them. The point I'm at I would be more likely to fill up a strangers gas tank than help a friend or family member.

Honestly I have felt much the same as you, although I suppose I repress it quite well. I would say that by talking about it you are taking a step in the right direction though, if you want to talk you can email me @ asbestosxposure@gmail.com