1 Name: 琳達 : 2014-09-18 22:13 ID:B13fy2dr [Del]
Uh oh... it's THIS kind of thread. One that can ruin your life (depending on how bad it is) if anyone finds out...
Or maybe it's the kind of thread you really need to let out your dark thoughts, fetishes, secrets, fears, hobbies, etc... You don't even have to use your original username, after all, it's best to keep these secrets strangers-to-strangers. But if you're bold enough to tell with a name, go ahead.
No harsh critics please. If you have an opinion, put it down with a less judgmental tone and be on your way.
Anyway, I'll start off with something light-ish:
I've noticed I've been harboring some thoughts towards a particular someone in my close group of friends. And no, it's not anything veering to the topic of love. More like a steady annoyance that comes and goes. It shouldn't be a big deal, but this girl irks me with her sense of laziness and non-committal attitude. Unfortunately, my dislike and sense of conspiracy rages on from time-to-time when she skips school (which I envy the allowance of it to a certain extent). We're both taking a language class, so we see each other everyday. The past few years, she's been struggling and I've been progressively getting better. She uses the excuse that I have an advantage to this, being bi-lingual.
Granted, I DO have that advantage, but that does not give her the right to cheat and look over at my test paper. It does not give her the right to get mad at me when I try to help her and make a conversation outside of class. It does not give her the right to complain about not being able to get what the teacher's saying, and it most DEFINITELY does not give her the right to skip school on vital day pertaining to the grades she complains about. And I know we're progressively getting bored of each other's presence. I unfortunately make it obvious to our other friends that I get angry when I automatically point out her faults when she's not around. But I DO want to keep her as a friend, because she may just be the sister I actually hate but can't help but care. Really, even I don't harbor this much annoyance to my younger sibling, who, bluntly putting it, uses me just as bad.
I guess my fault is being too much of a push-over. : / As for my other secrets, fleeting thoughts and contemplation, I will start to reveal some more if I find that there is anyone else willing to share. NOTE: I'm writing this late at night to get into the mood, so I'll be unresponsive at some points. Don't be afraid of the dark or light, just vent away and enjoy, rage, or laugh in front of the screen. No pressure, bump if you want anymore stories! Be brave, break ice, and begin. Remember, Anon's are welcome.
