I failed as a lover for Lau to be happy. I was wrong.... I felt I was doing ok I tried but I had to stop. We just couldn't anymore...our love was just passion/painful. Please any advises would help... I knew this person for 4 yrs and I just like some comfort.

>>1 sometimes things don't work out and we're stuck all alone again. But you're not really alone, there are plenty of people who care about you, like us Dollars for instance. Now I know you're hurting but you need to take things one step at a time, cry when you need to, and move on as you can. You'll one day meet the person you're really meant to be with. I wish you the best! And remember that you are a wonderful person :3

>>2 very good points.
You'll find someone, just give it time. I know it must hurt really bad right now but know, it isnt permanent. Just know that youre one step closer to finding the right one. We are all strangers and cannot give personal comfort but we can give advice and support. We are here for you and im sure theres someone who has gone through what you are going through right now. Youre not alone.

Ok, I'm just was so sad because I lost my best friend I knew for 7yrs then now my lover. I have friends but they're all in love with me some get mad at me for not dating me others are trying to swoop me up and I just telling them I just want a friend sometimes besides love being there for me. My best friend I knew got really jealous of me and couldn't stand guys hitting on and other friends but shouldn't they feel better to know if they disrespect my friend I wouldn't be with a guy like that. I fought for myself a lot and that's what makes people want to get to know me. I help people a lot with their problems and I mean help big time, let them in my home give them money and if they don't understand something I teach them and how to toughen up but in the end I fail. The person leaves me for others that they believe is better, fight with me, yell at me, suicide and even when I met up with my lover therapist she said I was right about may things but for some reason it makes people dislike me. I'm not a genius I still have to learn may things but there is stuff that I'm very knowledge about in other things. I'm glad you talked to me though Neko-tama every word though you said still means something, I do like coming to the dollars to chat with. I get others to learn about me to find what to say over the ones around me. It makes better help sometimes listening to others. I wanted to show you me maybe I'm as pretty as people take me. I used to think I was ugly but I'm far from it b/c it was just b/c of racist issues. When I straighten my hair I look a lot better.

>>3 Thanks, I was messaging and I noticed yours but I usually have that state of mind but every time I ended up alone so it just bothered me. I'm usually alone so I used to keep to myself often after awhile and just talk to them but no interest and I just didn't want to be like that. After awhile since I fought a lot people wanted to get to know me or were afraid of me. I just want to be a doctor to help people but I don't want people to just turn there back on me. I feel for people but I gain this feeling of hate for them a lot. It confuses me and I was trying to stop my bad habits but its like they call back to you.

My no longer lover told me she don't want to be my friend and most likely become the person she once was. She said no one will be able to stop her not even me losing the one she once love she just couldn't take it anymore. She felt like she hurt me too much and she did and said she knows and rather to just go. I told her though of course my feeling for you are still there but I will be there for you as a friend and I won't interfere with who you are, like it or not but it's her choice to be a good or bad person. She said fine I repay you, you repay me but we're going on our different paths and I just want to get away from everyone. She loves and cares for me too but we can't be together like this. That was it. Please comment if anything, this is my current situation.

>>6 it's for the best and sometimes we lose friends and lovers and there really isn't much that you can do about it, all you can really do is move on as best as you can. You'll meet other people and make new friends and even find new love. Take one step at a time :3 good luck~!

I just realize something, but thank you guys. I had to bring back my focus to my old self. I'm trying to be happy and I noticed I'm putting myself down. So yeah don't worry about this anymore.