I think that since you know you're a liar, tell those poor gentlemen the truth and break it off.
I'm sorry, kid, but you seem like a huge bitch. If you don't like your family making your life so disturbed and not peaceful, why the hell are you screwing it up with this dramatic bull shit?
"A dad that never cheats-" Girly, what are you doing with four boyfriends?
"A mom who has no mental problem." Excuse me, but it is not like she asked to have it. This is extremely selfish.
Maybe you should get rid of these stupid guys, get your shit together with your family, and then worry about dating. Your fourteen. Knock it off before you get knocked up and make your life even LESS peaceful.

>>2 pretty much.

Look kid, life's not fair and you've been dealt some bad cards, but you're only making it worse by continuing to gamble. I believe your mom was very justified to yell at you. She is dealing with mental disorders, her job, paying for that school of yours and not to mention you! What are you doing? Being kinda ungrateful, okay and that's an understatement.

I'm really trying not to be totally mean to you but I don't like it when people make empty suicidal remarks. I know that you would never kill yourself, you just want attention and help, not that that's a bad thing. But don't go off saying that you want to die and no one would care because you don't mean it and you know that's not true.

You have no right to complain about your dad granted that he is a cheater. You don't deserve boyfriends if your going to treat them like that. People aren't disposable, and I'm sure you wouldn't like it if more people hurt you. So stop. You know what you just don't deserve boyfriends if you can't short out your own life.

People care about you whether you want to realize it or not. Why don't you attend a public school, so that you don't put a financial strain on your family? Why don't you try considering others feelings? Think about all the things people do for you, and even still it seems you take it for granted.

You say you want friends but no one wants to be your friend? Have you ever thought that maybe they don't trust you because they know about your little 'boyfriends' and maybe don't want a friend like that. Yeah everyone wants a friend, but you can't just have one, you need to earn their trust and respect. Right now if I knew you, I wouldn't think you deserve my friendship, but I'm being nice and trying to help you.

Appreciate what you have and strive to make your life better. Try to not be selfish and more considerate of others. I know this is be said before, but you are very fortunate. Others have lives way worse than this and they live on. Try following in their example.

And try not to get involved with too many guys before you get pregnant like >>2 said or even raped, which I'm not sure if what you said counts for that. But still, if you keep going down this path, it will only lead to your own downfall.