1 Name: Black_Usagi : 2014-07-04 22:31 ID:/HsqRUOy [Del]
First of all, couple weeks ago i broke up with my boyfriend. He was really kind and supportive since i was dealing with Self Harm issues. but later on, he seemed more jealous, controlling, and insecure. He would talk to other girls, and i respect that if it was just friends, but he wouldn't allow me to have a conversation with my guy friends. It seemed like jealousy to me at first but i didn't really care for it. i went to the pet shop and i recorded a video of a parrot and it was really cute and i even said it was cute in the video. i shared the video with my boyfriend and he was all like 'Oh so you call it cute but i'm not cute?' with such an aggressive response. He would always feel insecure and i would always try to comfort him but he seems to worry me too much. i do kind of feel that he even lies just to make me worry and i'm sick of that. I don't like people lying to me at all. I finally had enough with him. he isolated me from my friends and sometime even my family just so i would text him and be with him. he would make excuses and lies to get what he wants. in the end he told me that he 'loves' me but i feel like i was only some sort of 'thing' and not a person to him. he does expect a lot from me and he was always very controlling which he made an excuse of it being 'better' for the relationship but i doubt him being controlling would help anything. even now i still miss him but i hate the fact that he would do such things. i feel like i have only fallen in love with the mask, and not his true self.
