Hi everyone I cant give you my real name but I have lot going on in my life at the moment and I have no idea what to do anymore see I have bf and we live together and I got all new life going on but am kind lost at what to do see up in till couple days go I didn't have friends but know I do and am hanging out with them and all that but I feel really bad about going out with them when I can spend time with my bf see he works most of the week and at night he said he don't care but I feel bad plus my mom not well either and I take care of just about everyone in the house pretty much I cook clean all that I don't mind in fact I love taking care of my family I love it death but I feel like I need to get out and have fun am 23 with no friends am trying everything to keep my peace of mind but I really need to get out with out my family. but I feel bad about it I feel like am letting them down and all I can think is what if something bad happens and am not there no idea what to do so please someone help me

I think you need to spend some "you" time. Just enjoying things with your newfound friends and relaxing because you seem extremely stressed and that's not good for your health and I'm sure your family would want you to do what's best for you. They won't be mad at you and if they say they don't mind I'm sure they mean it :) and as for your bf you know you two will still have all night together if you catch my drift.... no I'm just kidding lol sorry but I had to ^-^ but in all seriousness you should really think about what will make you the most happy. Not sure if this helped but I hope it did! Good Luck!

Ryu thank you and it did