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I need help (6)

1 Name: I can't say srry^^ : 2014-06-16 19:09 ID:VyEhV7dx [Del]

Ok..here is the deal..everyone says to express they're to somebody instead in keeping it bottled up inside. I have keep it in for so long idk what to do and i can tell my parents because they don't understand. Anyway my problem is hard to explain. You see i feel REALLY neglected in school and my own house. I am the oldest, the middle child should be feeling this pain but i always have felt like the one in the middle.For example, i feel like my mom wanted a boy but got me. I feel like i would/ve been aborted, she values my brother more than me and my dad (who lives with us) like my little sis more than me..weshoule be a perfect family but i feel alone. In school i feel like my friends dont like me and i have this one friend who acts like a thot but i dont hate her, i should but i cant idk why. All she as ever done is seperate me from my besties from previous years and evn my crush hates me beacuse i am her friend.I wish i can tell her all this but if i do she would think i hate her and willI also feel insignificant( like i cant draw, i suck in school and i am terrible in violin, etc.) i wish i could just kill myself but i dont want to. Other than that in the middle of class i just start crying and every night i cannot sleep. This is killing me..pls someone can u help me in what to do? Pls help a fellow dollar out..

2 Name: I can't say srry^^ : 2014-06-16 19:16 ID:VyEhV7dx [Del]

i dint mean to spam like that my computer messes up to much

3 Name: I can't say srry^^ : 2014-06-16 19:16 ID:VyEhV7dx [Del]

i dint mean to spam like that my computer messes up to much

4 Name: RinMonoka : 2014-06-16 19:21 ID:VyEhV7dx [Del]

You need counseling

5 Name: Shiro W. : 2014-06-16 23:38 ID:1GXMtdmc (Image: 448x301 jpg, 23 kb) [Del]

src/1402979907462.jpg: 448x301, 23 kb
im not a that good at psychology but do know that whats bothering you isn't the people its the loneliness you feel and the lack of support your getting, my knowledge of the human mind only goes as far as my personal experiance and experiance as a host so im not expert but i do belive i know someone who you should talk to, he is a friend of mine who is running the host club now, he is abit better at talking to people than me -timid nature- and often knows how to cheer people up. if your interested in him you should be able email him at teemarqs@gmail.com i really hope this helps and maybe this pic will cheer you up some

6 Name: Shiro W. : 2014-06-16 23:46 ID:1GXMtdmc [Del]

for the record that pic should be under the post