>>6 I know. I feel bad for some things I've said to her about two weeks ago when I visited her.
Her: I'll never find someone else.
Me: Don't say that. The doctor said there's a one out of ten chance that it fails, right?
Her: What if my luck is just that shitty?
Me: If someone loves you enough, they wouldn't let that bother them.
Her: You used to date a girl with leukemia who passed away, right? You knew she couldn't be saved and you still ended up liking her.
Me: I don't like speaking of the dead, especially an ex of mine.
Her: Oh, okay. Sorry.
Me: Hm, yeah. Focus on positivity and the better possible outcomes. Don't jinx yourself. If you're really worried about being alone for life, don't. I'm sure you will meet a lot more people because we're only 22.
Her: You meet a lot of people. I don't.
Me: I'm redoing graduate school for the third time. You can, too, if you want to. Enriching yourself can help you find a partner (hint, hint!).
Her: I can't find anyone better than you anyway.
Me: *awkward laugh* Why not?
Her: You're a Japanese who graduated LLE (Language and Literature in English), you're tall (175cm), your name is cool, you play sports, sing and play the guitar, and you're popular (because I'm retaking school for the third time!). You're perfect. No one beats being perfect.
Me: ... you're a joke.
I stormed out from her room after that and left. She called me up and apologized "for whatever I said wrong so please forgive me". I told her that she's expecting crazy things for the next guy who's going to be there for her, and that she's too obsessed with my traits, and she said there's nothing wrong with a girl who wants the best for herself!
She's not limping in case you guys are wondering. It's not that bad (yet? Hopefully not). Her previous doctor advised her to avoid walking around for "long periods of time", that's all. I took her out on a date once (movie, restaurant, drive, home) and she seemed fine to me. =|
I advised her to read and join discussions on the internet if she really doesn't want to hang out with people in person, so she read manga. Shoujo manga. And then she'll call me up to talk about how I'm similar to the main character.
What would YOU guys do? =|