I've never done anything for my mother. I don't think I will ever be able to do anything for her. She's alone. All she has are her children. But even so, we're not really much. I want to help but I can't. There's nothing I can help with. I'm useless. Just a leech on my mother's foot. Now she's dying and I've never done anything for her. When she's gone, I still won't be able to do anything for her even though she did everything for me. For us. I'm so sorry.