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I fucked up. (5)

1 Name: XPR : 2014-05-08 19:13 ID:vL6XbA9G [Del]

I fucked up...

Because of my error, I fear that I'll lose everyone I love.

Because of this fear, I lie to them in order to protect them.

Because of the lies, I only end up hurting them.

Because of that, I can't do anything.

Because I can't do anything I cry.

Because I cry I wish I could have done the right thing from the beginning.

Because of that, I can't stop crying.

Because I can't stop, I suffer.

Because I suffer, I sit there motionless.

Because I sit there I can't do anything.

Because I can't do anything, I wish I could take their pain, their sadness, their anger, their despair, their stress...

Because of that, I only add on more of a burden to myself.

Because of that, I can't stop wanting to take it all away from them.

I want to be there for them, I want to have them be happy.

I want them to feel free, at the cost of my own freedom.

I love them.

And yet because I fuck up time after time, I fear that I may lose them.

And the cycle begins anew.

I love them, I want only the best for them, and yet here I am only adding to their problems...

I wish I could have done everything right from the beginning, that way they don't have to deal with this...

I'm sorry, for the problems I've caused.

I'm sorry, for the pain I've caused.

I'm sorry for everything...

You may never find this site, nor this post...

But if you do, then you know this is for you, and you know who I am...

I'll work to make things right by all of you...

Even if it comes to my last breath...

2 Name: Neko-tama!EQ2c47V0Ps : 2014-05-08 19:31 ID:F4guGD7f [Del]

>>1 humans make mistakes. You need to understand that you can't grieve over your mistakes, regrets only weigh you down, you need to learn from whatever it is that you've done so that you can better yourself, better the lives of others, and better your own life; learning to never make those same mistakes again.
You can do it, get up, I believe in you. It takes effort and strength but as long you keep moving forward learning from your mistakes, you can make things right along the way. I hope this helps :3

3 Name: XPR : 2014-05-08 19:37 ID:vL6XbA9G [Del]

>>2 Thank you.

4 Name: Hakaron : 2014-05-11 17:04 ID:lrQnt/68 [Del]

So i have a colleague good luck my friend i hope we two can fulfill our dreams

5 Name: loki : 2014-05-11 20:46 ID:bTWYWus5 [Del]

>>1 you do this to help and people wouldn't undestand it because people can't be happy it';s why we cry and mess up so don't stop untill you die protect those who you love and they will be happy