So, those who have been here before know I'm not so great. Just gonna continue from the last one I guess.

She and I haven't spoken in a long while. We bumped into each other once or twice, sure, but whenever she and I are together we kind of hold a conversation like a boat with holes kind of floats. As soon as somebody she knows passes or is near, I'm almost completely ignored just about instantly.

I lost just about every fuck I had to give about anything earlier this afternoon, so it doesn't bother me much.

She doesn't message me anymore, I never hear from her anymore, etc. Maybe because she still thinks I have a thing for her? Maybe because she thinks that only seeing half my face at any given time is uncool? Maybe because my body language is saying things I haven't even thought of saying, much less thought of thinking? Am I just that repulsive? Do I push people away too much? Do I pull people in too much? Is it because I'm failing most of my classes and probably won't graduate with my class? Is it because I'm always alone? Is it because I never really was "her type"?

I just... things were good when I didn't have any more questions to ask about myself. I dunno.

I guess what I'm really trying to ask is should I finish cutting her out of my life, or let the few threads connecting us remain until the moths get to them?

I had this kind of experience when making friends with girls, especially when trying to find a girlfriend. If you can, give some space between each other, and try meeting at a time when you're both free. That way, you can some connections between each other

>>2 she and I have known each other for as long as I can remember. She's busier than I am, and that's saying something.

I don't want a girlfriend. I'm just wondering whether or not to put effort into n old connection.

>>1 I think that it's best that you finish cutting her out of your life. She's not making the effort to keep you in her life and it's really not fair to you. Make it less painful for the both of you by not putting anymore effort into being in each other's lives. If you can tell that it's inevitable for your relationship to end then it's best to not drag it out any longer, focus on moving on instead.
And I know it sucks, and it hurts, and you're just waiting for an online message to pop up and surprise you like it used to, like they're just going to come back into your life again and let you love them again. Because I'm going through the same thing right now too.
But just focus on graduating and your writing as best as you can, because you can do it Ao, I know you can :3 *hugs*

>>4 it doesn't hurt me too bad. Not consciously, anyhow. I just... I wish, after letting her know that I would have given my life to her if it would cause even an inkling of happiness, that id be worth something more. But whatever. Pain is paint, and I've got a lot of canvas left. Figuratively speaking, of course. I can't paint. Maybe with knives, never tried though. Anyhow.

*hugs* I wish you lots of luck on your endeavors, Neko-Tama, and will support you should you need me (though to be honest I may not be the best guy to go to). I don't want you to have to hurt like that :( nobody should have to.

In time, you will learn that different people come into your life. Some stays, some goes. But in the end, only the best people stay.
This girl is one of the people that come and go. Maybe is for the best.
Don't try to talk to her anymore. Don't let her hurt you anymore. If she
I was in the same situation as you. And I waited. Years I waited. But after a while I said: Damn you, I'm fabulous. And went my way and ignored him. Trust me, this is for the best.
Don't let her make you hurt yourself or suicide. Just stop caring for her well-being. Ignore her, and then she will realize how much it hurts to be ignored by someone who she tought was in love with her.

The opposite of love is not hate, but ignorance. Just ignore her . I know it sounds mean, but it will work.

>>5 unspoken words hurt but it'll get better, eventually. You'll find someone better one day :3
Thank you Ao, if I need any help or feel sad, I usually come here, I love this site.

>>6 this <3