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I feel like I'm surrounded by fake friends,but I'm not sure at all anymore... :/ (5)

1 Name: Arisu-chan :3 : 2014-04-07 09:28 ID:f+bUWjRp [Del]

So,my fellow Dollars members,this year I turned 16 and at the same time,I changed schools.Of course it was very hard for me leaving my old group of friends behind,but I somehow got over that phase when I started hanging out with three girls from my new school.I don't want to give their real names,so let's call them Maeko,Koemi and Reika.I got along with Reika from the first moment I met her; she was always a very happy and bright person,plus she also had an extremely kind nature in her and that was what I liked the most about her.The two of us became very good friends instantly,however I was not able to get very close to Maeko and Koemi.They were more introverted than Reika and they mostly cared about one another,sometimes even leaving Reika alone.When this happened I always cheered her up,but I felt the same way deep down.I mean Maeko is almost always cold and quiet(that's her personality,it's not like she's doing it on purpose or something.She's even told me she loves me a lot and that she still considers me a very good friend,but I'm just not sure at all about that since she won't tell me many secrets of hers),but Koemi is actually a very funny and helpful person.Especially when we go out alone,she always tells me everything that's bothering her,and we have some really inspiring conversations.However when she's with Maeko,she completely changes!She always leaves with her,or start whispering some secrets in Maeko's ear in front of me,but when I ask her what's going on,she never tells me!!And she doesn't even tell Reiko,who she used to be very close to until she met Maeko.That has gotten Reiko really angry,so she's become distant from Koemi,Maeko and even me!! :/ I guess the biggest reason we don't talk that much with Reiko anymore,is because she doesn't have classes inside the same classroom as me,Maeko and Koemi.She's in the classroom near ours so we mostly get to see her during breaks,if we see her at all.And well, she's also made a new friend,Natsumi who I hang out with as well actually.We get along very well,because we like the same stuff and we've even watched the same anime series!~ >.< So I pass by their classroom to see her and Reiko every day.Not to mention I've also made a new friend(I'll call her Satoko).Our desks are near one another in class and that's how I got to know her,but we've actually become best friends by now.We go almost everywhere together and I feel happy and kind of....Safe when she's around.I can't really explain that feeling,but I like it. :) And now that I've already decited I have to move on and forget all about my previous two best friends,Maeko suddenly made a new friend,Akari.She now mostly hangs out with her and I'm guessing Koemi must feel left behind because she's finally started to realize I exist.She still hangs out with me and even Satoko has taken a great liking to her.Today on our last break we all gathered somewhere; Satoko,me (because I sadly went with her),Maeko,Koemi,Akari and two guy friends of ours.We were all talking about an important topic,when suddenly Koemi started crying.Me and Satoko asked her what was wrong but she wouldn't tell us although I have a feeling she told Maeko and even Akari.Then I got so pissed off I shut down completely and started staring at my mobile phone pretending I was sending a message.However I was so pissed off that if I didn't control myself at that moment I would've shouted at Koeri.....Why doesn't she trust me at all?What did I ever do to her??I've helped her all the times that Maeko left her for Akari,so why won't she even tell me something so simple?And after school she even insisted on going home with me,but she still wouldn't tell me.Honeslty I feel so pissed off and confused!What the heck's going on??!Who cares about me at that school and who doesn't?I'm so confused,heeelp.... :'(

2 Name: Arisu-chan :3 : 2014-04-07 09:32 ID:f+bUWjRp [Del]

Also,for everyone who's willing to help,first of all thanks a lot and secondly sorry for the huge post but I kinda felt like explaining stuff with details would help,so I did.I did not expect it to become so long though xd

3 Name: Roorando : 2014-04-07 16:19 ID:Md2LirWI [Del]

Wow, this is kinda... complicated. However I will keep it short.
You should ask Koemi about the reasin why has she cried again.
Ask her when you are alone or something, dunno her personality, but if you are really friends, then she will surely share her troubles with you.

Good luck, if something lse happens, update (-;

4 Name: Neko-tama : 2014-04-07 16:52 ID:F4guGD7f [Del]

>>1 you need to understand that people have secrets, I don't tell my best friend everything, and sometimes people aren't ready to talk about it because they can't out their thoughts into words. But like >>2 said, I suggest talking to Koemi again and tell her that you are worried about her and just want to help her and be there as her friend.
Don't let all of that drama get to you, as long as all of you have at least one friend to talk to then it should be okay. Some friends are closer than others and you shouldn't worry too much about it.
I hope this helps ^^ good luck and keep us updated!

5 Name: Kanra : 2014-04-07 18:35 ID:V0wbdjZt [Del]

>>4 You are totally right, but I can also understand how Arisu feels, I also have that kind of problem, it's more like my two best friends from forever tell each other everything, and I know nothing, even though I know them both since we were babies and they met each other only last year... >>1 You should try talking to your friend and asking why she won't tell you, maybe she has a really important reason for not telling you