Hey guys, so im just gonna go straight forward and say...I'm afraid of shitting myself. Yes, you read that right, I am afraid of shitting myself. OK, I was not always like this. It started about 5 weeks ago. I was in the middle of choir and in the middle of my section. I started to realize that I needed to take a huge shit. Now, my teacher is super mean and really sarcastic so when I asked to go to the bathroom he laughed and continued to do whatever the devil likes to do. I suddenly felt a sensation down my pants and was scared out of my right mind! Now heres' why, choir has literately every high-school student in my school and I'm a freshman so anything I do really is already embarrassing enough. If I shat my pants in the middle of choir I would be the laughing stock of the entire school. I would know its happened to me before in the past except I managed to hide it from everyone. Once choir, ended and me almost half dead I go to the bathroom. I checked...I sat there for 5 minutes just looking at myself and realizing I hadn't shat myself at all! Ever since then I have been continuing feeling the sensation and have been going through allot of fear and Anxiety. I'm going to a therapist soon, and I already went to the doctor and I don't have a bacterial infection. Doctor says I might have an ulcer but I wont know till the tests results get back and I am on antibiotics but I haven't been to school in almost 2 weeks and whenever I go stores or the movies with my friends I am constantly going to the bathroom to check and there hasn't been one accident yet. I just feel like im going to, especially when I sit down for longer than 5 minutes. If I start pacing it helps but I cant pace forever. I have no idea what to do, and I'm already disappointing my family by not going to school.
I should also say that I have had alot of stomach issues my whole life due to my eating style. No I'm not fat, but I don't eat fruits or veggies. I'm starting to do better by eating alot of meat and I am on a strict diet of just veggies and meat and so far no results. I've been nervous about alot of things, but never anxiety. I'm in the schools drama and improv club so I have been on stage and have been completely fine before.
I'm just tired on how this is affecting my social and Academic life.

If anyone has any questions or advice please don't hesitate to post. If you want to laugh, its OK I've been laughing at myself for the past 5 weeks because of this. It would also help if you would post your "Poop" stories.

Thanks for reading!

>>1 if you haven't had any accidents then chances are you probably won't get any. This is a psychological issue so yes, a therapist is the best solution. Stop thinking about it. If you ignore it, it should go away. If you don't eat healthy then take vitamins and supplements. You're just overthinking your anxiety, you're probably just stressed out, find and solve/relieve your stress.

>>2 Well, then whats causing the liquid sensation in my pants? Could it really all just be in my mind?

>>4 the mind tends to make up information sometimes, it's quite surprising to what extent the mind can actually do that. But I'm no professional so you should still seek therapeutic help.

>>5 I'm aware of that, problem is that I don't know where it came from because it kinda just happened out of the blue

>>5 I'm aware of that, problem is that I don't know where it came from because it kinda just happened out of the blue

>>6 stress most likely. But I don't know you so I can't tell you what caused it.