Hey Everyone. It's been a long time since I've been here and I need some advice. Okay this might sound like I'm very ungrateful and selfish and perhaps lazy, but here it goes..
I have an Anxiety problem, I won't go into details, but it's one that can really harm you. One that makes your world a little bit smaller than you can imagine. The problem is, it's gotten so bad that I cannot even Go TO School or if I ever do, I can't do my own work AT school! I try to see a therapist but its now and every then. Also I'm on medication which helps a bit. Then there's my family they WANT me to go to college, a good college bug it feels like they're pressuring me and when I'm not going/not in school, its like a huge disappointment. I don't know what to do.. I want to sastify them, I want them to be proud of me but I cant exactly do that when I'm handicapped. What should I do? What road should I take? I don't like taking the damn pills! I don't like going to school but I have to... help?

>>1 a mental disorder isn't a handicap. If you can't function properly without medication then you have to take them, they're for your own benefit and are there to help chemically solve your brain's anxiety.
They just want what's best for you, college and school are there so that you can have a better life. Try your best is what you should do.
I hope this helps ^^

Thank you. Though the advice is quite helpful I still have my doubts. But I'll try. Thank you for your reply. ^^