>>5 Alrighty. Most of my relationships are casual at best. I rarely see any of mu friends outside of school, and a lot of them seem to think it's strange when I ask them to come do something with me. Might just be the people I hang out with, but often, I hear them talk about their own friends outside school, and the awesome shit they do, and how much fun they have, and I dunno. I've accepted that a lot of what people say is exaggerated and over-stated to the point where it's often 50% BS, but it makes me wonder. These same people never seem to want to do stuff with me outside school. They get weirded out whenever I ask.
>>6 Had a unique friend. Loner. Was around him for 3 years without him ever agreeing to expand our friendship beyond school acquaintances - who hung out with each other to the exclusion of most other's. He left inexplicably last year and I had no way to contact him after. Was left alone and angry. Fun.
>>7 It's been a year, and it annoys me that people are still kinda put off. It is possible that I'm trying too hard. I don''t think it's my appearance or likes. My tastes are eclectic; in music I range from Bach to Led Zeppelin to A Tribe Called Quest to Darkthrone to Pharrell Williams. Clothing ain't it - uniform,. It's probably nothing, really.
Look, I posted this when I was feeling kinda down. I'm not anymore, and my life honestly ain't that bad. I've thought on some of what I've read here, and I've cone to the conclusion that it really just does need a little more time, and I can only hope that I can squeeze all I want to get out of high school out of this last year. If anyone has anything they think can really help me, then by all means tell me. But otherwise, let's just let this thread die.
Thank you.