If you can't guess by the title than I think I'm turning into a hikikomori.

I seem to want to stay inside all the time and have problems with staying with relationships outside my family. I barely make enough friends in school and out and it's people I don't like. They are always snobby but I found a few that were sane. But I don't hangout with them after school or ever, Just small talk. Besides they never talk about hanging out with me anyway so..

Right now I wouldn't classify myself as a hikikomori because on days I go out with my sister to go shopping for HER stuff and hanging out with HER friends. Going out with my parents to try different restaurants and junk. I mostly go out only because my family and sister get my out of the house because I'm staying inside of the house too long.

I still do my homework and get good grades so I'm not obsessed with seeing anime that I watch. But slowly I'm beginning to reach off. All day I see myself watching either porn or watching anime I already seen 10 times in a row before starting a new one. I keep watching old re-runs of youtube clips that I've watch 30 times already.

The laptop is my big issue because it's the main source of my problem. I'm not blaming my laptop because it's based only by my problem. I'm always on my laptop and when I'm on it I can't stop.

I'm starting to detach myself to the real world as I doing more internet shopping than real shopping and imagining anime character as real people in music/movies rather than actor themselves.

I also got a addiction to porn to, I'm seeing myself watching porn even though my sister is 3 feet away from me and not looking at the screen hoping she won't see. I knew it was a problem then because my mom always taught me a real problem/ real addictions are ones that you keep secrets to.

I don't fear turning into a hikikomori because the one true thing I fear is death. I'll just say I'm afraid of turning into one rather than fear it.

What should I do?

*Edit: Sorry now my laptop is being a ass now

If you mean shut in, say shut in. Dont use words that, through improper translation, can mean things you didnt mean them to say.

>>1 >>2 is right, hikikomori is a serious description of someone who never leaves their house, oftentimes it's meant as a harsh insult.
Anyways, being a shut in isn't all that bad. Real people tend to suck. But being a shut in doesn't pay your bills. Keep at school and find work or even college afterwards. Limit yourself on how much time you can spend on your laptop, even get your sister to take it away from you for a portion of the day, it'll take some time to get used to but keep trying and like any other addiction, you can beat it. :3

Get rid of your laptop for a bit. Or, at least heavily restrict your access to it. Trust me, it'll solve most of your problems.

You'll be fine.

>>1 6/10
Might lol again