If you can't guess by the title than I think I'm turning into a hikikomori.

I seem to want to stay inside all the time and have problems with staying with relationships outside my family.

Right now I wouldn't classify myself as a hikikomori because on days I go out with my sister to go shopping for HER stuff and hanging out with HER friends. Going out with my parents to try different restaurants and junk. I mostly go out only because my family and sister get my out of the house because I'm staying inside of the house too long.

I still do my homework and get good grades so I'm not obsessed with seeing anime that I watch. But slowly I'm beginning to reach off. All day I see myself watching either porn or watching anime I already seen 10 times in a row before starting a new one. I keep watching old re-runs of youtube clips that I've watch 30 times already.

The laptop is my big issue because it's the main source of my problem. I'm not blaming my laptop because it's based only by my problem. I'm always on my laptop and when I'm on it I can't stop.

I'm starting to detach myself to the real world as I doing more internet shopping than real shopping and imagining anime character as real people in music/movies rather than actor themselves.

I also got a addiction to porn to, I'm seeing myself watching porn even though my sister is 3 feet away from me and not looking at the screen hoping she won't see. I knew it was a problem then because my mom always taught me a real problem/ real addictions are ones that you keep secrets to.

I don't fear turning into a hikikomori because the one true thing I fear is death. I'll just say I'm afraid of turning into one rather than fear it.

What should I do?