A while back I was diagnosed with depression and a few other things. And well I must say I am happy. I do have moments where I can't help but break into tears but then after a while I feel so happy.

I am making this thread to have you guys tell me about those moments your sad and then happy or vise versa. No matter how weird it may be.

When I was first diagnosed with depression, i had a lot of those sad then happy moments. I was 9 when I first started showing signs, and by the time I was 10, people around me had gotten more accustomed to being happy then sad then happy then REALLY SAD. Now, it's more of me being sad all the time, and then having a random short moment of happiness, instead of the other way around. It's quite rare for me to have a happy episode, but when I first started showing signs of depression, the sadness that took me over would terrify me. I never understood why I was crying or having bad dreams. I never understood why this bottomless pit grew in my stomach. It wasn't until I was about 12 that the happiness left and became a rare occurrence. I recently went off my ALL my meds, and I've been feeling a lot better. The meds made me feel insecure, and they didn't help. Once I went off of them, I started having more happy episodes, but I still feel depressed all the time. I won't go into detail about the depression, but I totally get where you're comin from. The mood swings are pretty scary.

Good luck dollars, stay strong

When you can flee from this "situation" alone, without anybody helps meds, parents or friends. When you accomplished it to leave the depression alone with your will. Then I promise you that you will reach a mode which is very rare on this world.

You will know what i said, if you started to see the world with other eyes...