I am a person with a happy life but the problem is I get influenced really easily and dont like to show how I feel about anything at all. One moment I'll be reading shoujo manga and having the best time and the next I'll grab a pair of scissors and start scratching myself with it, is there something wrong with me?

I don't know what to say other than it might be nothing more than a phase. A phase that can lead you into automatic depression for apparent reasons. Which I don't know since I don't know you. But try not to think about it too much. Try not to provoke yourself into cutting. I know others would say the same thing. And that this might be a waste of time but at least I get to say my words to you. In a sort of desperate attempt in helping since helping in real life won't be of use. Just try. Try to forget the cutting and move forward. Even if you think you can't that doesn't mean you can't try.

Is your name Fitty? I'm just asking...

i am not trying to be rude, but you should get help from some one you trust. there are many studies that show cutting can actually lead to a suicidal depression. so i suggest go and get help. get someone who knows what you are going through and wiil hold you accountable to not cutting everysingle day. thos is an up hill battle but you have already cleared the summit of the mountian

Hey, there are Ups and down, When ever you get at a low point, just push harder in doing something you love, trying something new or just try to stay preoccupied. Throw a ball at a wall if you have to, if it gets bad though, do what >>4 says, have a trusted friend, or even us strangers on here, talk you through it.