Well... Recently i've been getting loads of bull from a lot of things. I have a job but one i don't like.. Then my dad keeps on reminding me of the fact that he's gonna die soon. And my ex, who I still have feelings for, tries to make me as his damn past time whenever his new girlfriend ain't around. I can handle a few things at a time but not like this and being treated like crap by someone who is supposed to have an idea about who I am. Shit. Just so depressing and I've been drinking shitloads all fuckin month.. Ow and the job thing? Crap, gotta report on newfukinyear's day...ugh

Spend some time with your dad and just be there for him if he's gonna die soon. Block out your ex who calls you for a 'bootycall', if I'm using the term right. Worry about yourself at least sometimes before others, don't hurt your body drinking so much :(

Hey thanks that's really helpful :)) I try to not overdo the drinking but the holidays have so much variety to offer in the booze department... Haha but yeah, gotta try some

I`m sorry...