Hi hi Arya! Starting with my personal opintion, this is why I hate a majority of male population. I've gone what you went through, and probably going to go through it again. *siiiiigh* Anyways, you shouldn't get involved too much. Already you're getting reeeeeaaally involved. It's kinda not safe. As
>>4 (shadows) said, "...try to stick it out." I wish you luck, and pretend I'm there to give you a warm hug full of smiles or something that makes you happy.