>>1 You said "What i really want to know is how to live that life with no regrets and how can you get people to get used to a "rebel" style you have?" The answer sounds simple enough, but doing it is harder. First, you need to figure out what's important to you and why. Then, try to live your life according to those things. Even though you won't do it perfectly, even though you will make mistakes, you just have to keep trying. Depending on what you determine to be important to you, you may be seen as rebellious, or you may not be, but that's not what matters. If you continuously try to live your life according to what you think is right, you will likely have few regrets (I don't think it's possible to have no regrets). Also keep in mind that, as you grow and change, the things that are important to you may change as well. If/when that happens, you shouldn't try to force yourself to stay static.