2 Name: Minus !M9lieYYnPo : 2013-10-25 17:15 ID:rdizBchM [Del]
Well depends. In my first year at University I've made my worst mistakes. And also the only mistakes in my entire life so far.
You'll meet great friends, awesome teachers, you'll have fun all the time.
I'm second year. I'm in two colleges. I was forced to pick the second one, so I'm second year in both. Beside this I take extra classes. I help a kid with violin and math homework. And I have a scholarship. yey!
I'm at school from 8 am to 9/10 pm. I barely eat and I sleep 6 hours/night. In school I'm popular. I smile and laugh all the time. I drink a lot of black tea or coffee. I'm a sugar addicted and I try my best to make all of this with a big smile on my face. I help people get out of their darkness. And I just realized that I help them get out of it and I tend to go in and take their places.
I have a lonely life. I feel like a puppet in my family's hand.
I'm aromantic, but I'll have to marry one day. And only the thought of it scares me.
I don't have time to hang out, and I have a few friends in rl, but a few in the virtual world too.
I'm not studying what I wanted. My dreams were crushed one after another. I really have no reason to keep going. And I feel like falling. I'm not sure how much I can take it, but I hope I can manage to go with it until the next holiday. Or at least survive till weekend comes :)
I laugh and enjoy life, but at the end of the day I go to sleep and I just can't wait to escape to the dreams realm. Because in dreams I can be whatever. And in my dreams I can fulfil my biggest dream /desire.
In my dreams I have free time to spend and watch the sky pass by. Listen to the birds songs. Watch the stars late in night.
But all that is only when I'm dreaming.
Beside school and studying there isn't much. At all.
Even so I still have fun in school and I make everyone happy. And I'm glad about this.
But what I hate most is that I have the power to turn my enemies into my friends. And you can't imagine how annoying is that -.-'
sorry for being so long, but I am sad right now. And lonely.
3 Name: Cade : 2014-09-06 09:57 ID:OjpbQRRd [Del]
(Should've noticed this interesting post sooner)
College makes me feel intimidated, nervous and paranoid.
I have to fit in with different people and be even more open-minded towards everyone's culture and attitude.
I'm scared of failing even though most of the upperclassmen says it's mainstream to have a grade of 5.0 and that everyone will get to have a grade as low as that before they could graduate on the school.
My friends who are studying in different schools try to avoid getting a grade of 3.0. But in our university, students are believed to struggle just to get a 3.0. And that even scares me because the semester had just started and I still have to adjust as a freshman. :'(