>>6Haha oh man.
Somedays I think maybe I should just punch him and see what happens.
But I don't think clinical depression works like that. After a bit there might not even be a situation or a reason anymore. But they're already in a deep deep hole and can't get out.
I'm trying to be gentle haha. Tbh I am very harsh sometimes. Thankyou for cheering for me. That's the nicest thing I've heard all day.
>>7Can you tell me about what makes it easier for you to fight for people to get out of their darkness? I'd like to fight too, I think, if it'll help.
Yeah I try to make him talk about it every other day haha. Sometimes I'm busy though, and then I just feel guilty because I wasn't there for him and he could have been enormously down and more suicidal than usual and I didn't even ask him about how he was.
I don't think there's this big hidden secret that is bothering him that he isn't telling me haha, and if there is I'd be surprised that he told me all about himself and managed to just miss that.
I don't think he's into me in the sense you might be describing. I know he finds me attractive, but it's more in the sense of 'I'm aware that you're attractive and why so many other people find you attractive.' not 'pls date me nao'. Definitely not gay or bi.
Thanks for being around.