>>4 is right. We need to know what you're having trouble with and majority of the people want to understand and help you, so u don't have to feel embarrassed talking about it. You said that girls liked you so I would imagine u as one sexy pimp, so I'm thinking what's y wrong with u is hidden. Is your junk deformed or something? I'm srry for jumping to this conclusion, but it would make sense because you mentioned girls would leave u once u told them ur secret. I'm not trying to be a jerk, but I really want to help u.