Thanks for your advice,
>>6 I think you are right I dont love him anymore, i love my current boyfriend.
Its just that I cant forget Uz, whom I loved for 5 years.
Do not worry my current bf isnt a person who can beat that guy, he is way too kind and sometimes his kindness creep me out, lol.
Yesterday I talked with Uz (we are in the same club and our club met yesteday)
I asked him to stop doing things I hate, and he said
"I know that you dont hate me, but love me. Just break up with that ****, and be my girlfriend!"
I got really mad at him and punched him, making his lips bleed.
*My brother thoguht me self defence in an extreme level! Lol
Atnight he messaged me
"I give up, okay? And I am really sorry for making you suffer because of me. I regret what I said before. I said Gross but it wasnt because i hated you I was just surprised! Just think, what would you do if a guy you saw as a friend said I love you? You wouldnt be able to see him as a friend and thats the reason. I was scared of relationships since middle school. I know we are already in our second year in highschool and i know that it is childish for me to write this. I regret everything. I knew you were really depressed and whenever you saw me you cried. I am sorry, just... Cant you give me a chance?"
I didnt reply him and now I am more congused! Please help me, I need advice!
My boyfriend says
"Even if we break up, i will still be your best friend. What matters to me is your happiness. And if that guy hurts you dont forget that this handsome guy here will lend you his shoulder!
And also i will never be mad at you, okay? You are free but if you choose me over that 'thing' i would be very very happy."
See the difference? My boyfriend is wayy too kind and sometimes it is creepy!
I can be confused but I am sure of this;
A boyfriend isnt for kissing and saying I love you. A boyfriend has to stay by my side and must cheer me up when I am down, and he must be like a best friend.
If I choose Uz, I wont find happiness. i feel sorry for him and i know how he feels but I have my current boyfriend now. That is my answer, and i wont regret it.
Thanks a lot everyone,
Thanks Dollars.