Okay, so I am an emotional masochist. I am not very good at approaching other people. How do I get people in real life to degrade me? Or how do I tell someone I'm a masochist so they'll step on me and break my ego? I turned in a project late for school once. My whole film group got angry, because it brought their grade down. One kid pulled out my chair as I was sitting down, the other scolded me. My school is small, so rumors are like wildfire here.
I just don't know how to quite go about things. I just NEED this. Really NEED this. I need to find someone to tell me that I'm horrible and push me to my breaking point and make me feel so low to the ground that I am too weak to stand up. But I don't that there is anyone in my school mentally mature(and attractive) enough who could handle me and my emotions like that.
So what am I supposed to do? Do I set myself up for bad situations, and plan them out before time, so that others will give me more scoldings, or...?
Please, someone just help me. I don't know how to satisfy these tendencies.
That's not how you should approach it. Masochism is fine but that kind of degrading isn't, you should instead look for a sadist to satisfy your needs in a healthy relationship :3 it would be much more fulfilling ^^ I hope that helps! Good luck! (^o^)/
