>>1 I totally understand how you feel. I took the whole year off from not going to school last year and I told myself that I was going to get a job and make my life better, but all I did was sit around all day at home, listened to music, and thought to myself how depressed I am. This year, I am going to college and I'm actually getting shit done. You just gotta get up and do something for yourself. I still pity myself from time to time, but I try to think positive and move on.