Some may call what I'm going through fake or childish type of love because I'm only 14 but I'm not going to disagree with the chance of it being childish but I will full heartedly say that it is not fake. Tonight was the first time in 8 years that I have creid out of happiness and the first time that I have done so for a mother person. This person I know I love because its not about me dating her, it's not for some social status or lack of confidence issue and I'm sure of this because I don't care if I date her I just want her to be happy with the situation she's in no matter what. I would rather her be happy then me be sane or healthy I would give anything to have her live as a perfect life as I can help her get even if it eventually caused my death. This is what I mean by love and I don't care if you do think its childish but this person has made me the happiest person I know and I want to return that favor. This person has made me a better person. I posted this because I needed to put my feelings out there which is not something I usually do so this was strange but In my head it needed to happen so that's why. I'm sorry if I wasted your time.

Well it's ok :) but i think this could go under another thread instead of it's own, however i say you should go for this girl then if you really feel this way. Just as you said, don't be too beat up if she doesn't feel the same. But anyways hope it all works out for you :)

Well it's ok :) but i think this could go under another thread instead of it's own, however i say you should go for this girl then if you really feel this way. Just as you said, don't be too beat up if she doesn't feel the same. But anyways hope it all works out for you :)