>>3 I'm not sure if you're calling yourself a psychopath, or I'm just misunderstanding, but trust me. You're not. Not in the slightest
>>5 I can relate to you so much, with the whole nights crying for months it hurts.
I agree with you.
>>1 TRUST ME. Letting go of someone is the hardest decision you could ever make. I don't care what anyone says about it. Especially when it's someone you care about.
Haha.
I made a thread about my problem here as well, so I'll make this short and sugary.
I was in a relationship with this girl "Celty" and I loved her more than I thought I could love anyone. We really had nothing in common when I think about it, but I loved her. It was my first relationship. We broke up, and I cried everyday for several months.
Eventually I got over her. You know how?
Ignoring.
Wiping my memory clean.
Forgetting the memories I held dearest to my heart.
Even though you were never in a relationship with her, you still feel sad for her leaving you. AND THAT IS OKAY. you don't have to replace her. You can just put here far back on the shelf.
She's not the only one out there. Even if you say otherwise, I know there are. Everyone thinks there aren't until they meet them. I've seen it over and over again. And I'm my own witness.
I wish you luck and hope you can move on.
-Zorli