How the hell do I socialice??? since I was a kid I never liked being with the wrong people, I have always been the weird that never talks to anyone, reads a lot, plays videogames, and I also never liked those justin bieber things and all that stuff also Im the nerd of the class and all the rest of my classmates just hate me since I know because I dont like to act like a bitch and is not my imagination they had even called me a monster/demon just because Im usually a cold person. Well in the last few years I started having some "friends" but now that we growed up a little they are "in love" with whatever boy is near them so when they start their love-world with their in-dream-boyfriend I just get away and well... I dont know what to do I have been alone most of my life but it starts to feel like... painful? well sometimes but I dont really care about that is not like my life has been the happiest thing ever but ... the thing is I get bored and I feel awkward being in the middle of a place and me just standing in the corner of a room just watching everyone chatting or with their couples and Im just there standing ...alone I DONT KNOW WHAT TH HELL DO I NEED TO DO because if I just read as usual many of them give me a death glare or later they will mock at me I usually dont care but it is annoying. So any comments? Im a girl.
2 Name: Another : 2013-05-12 23:02 ID:FCxig0kk [Del]
Eh..how to say...I wonder what kind of books y ou read...just because of curiousness...
I haz le same problem..I don't know how to socialize..There are times when I'm too shy to talk to them..But there are also some times when I really don't want to talk to them because of first impression stuffs.
