Well, lately I've been feeling like I'm a puppet that people who I call "friends" control to their will. If I stand up to them, they tell me I'm not myself and should "CALM YOUR TITS!" I recently yelled at a "friend" for constantly wanting to do sexual roleplays and shit. I now feel like ever since then, that everyone is staying away from me. I don't know how to feel anymore. Please help me figure this out.

hey this situation reminds me of yuiko form loveless and lettice from tokyo mew mew(sorry im a total otaku >_<)but i think it is good that you got out of a situation like that its not nice and if you stayed you would feel even more loney( you can feel lonley in a crowd too) i guess you should find something that you like your self some hobby or sport just go do something you always wanted to do but never done before because of your friends. you can meet new people that way. i hope my advice helps!!