okay... so I realized that I've been hung up over someone for around 6 years already. I don't really know what to make up of our relationship before cause I was just 15 and now I'm 21 i find myself thinking about the same person I haven't seen for 6 years. I really did hate the guy when he suddenly left but every time I get dreams about the fucker I can't help but think of how... lovely he is..was.. fuck.. and I feel that because of what happened, I've become unable to love other people... I think I'm jaded for life cause of this one dude.. geez.

Or you're just typical.
Get the fuck over it and move on.

I think I can somehow relate to yiur situatuon ._. You still like him, don't you? Same here. The only difference between us is that we haven't seen each other for months, yet I still have freaking feelings for him..
Can I ask you something?
How was your break up 6 years ago? Cuz according to something I read, how a couple broke up might be one of the reasons why someone can't move on. You know, unresolved problems oras something?

>>2 :p sure thing. I'm sure your shit is really special~ good for you ;)

>>3 uhh yeah, I guess that's right.. He left and I heard from a friend that he had a girlfriend.. yeah.. that time, I just sucked it up and slept with more people instead of trying to get over that bullshit... and it's kinda hard to rethink the whole situation when it's so far back into the past. haha! but it's alright I guess, I did not spend 6 years just pondering, I had relationships but I just think that i'm too practical with them and when I get tired I just drop it immediately.

>>4 Nah. Everyone is typical in one way or another.
So good for all of us.

>>4 He left just like that for another girl? :O so that's why. And you said you did those rather than getting over it. You didn't communicate after that right? Then move on :) There will be someone who you really deserve :)

>>5 cool dude!!!

>>6 hmmm I never did see though.. hah! always a mystery! but yeah, I just ended up remembering about him today for some odd reason.. well, tomorrow's a different day!

Find out what made this guy special. Understand yourself some more and then plan how and where you're going to meet someone like that but better. Basically meet WAY more people out there until you find your fish.

If you can't have him, replace him with a step up. Sure it sounds super fake and superficial, but life's like that. If anything, it's cool that you know what you liked in people at an early age so now you know what to look for. This world has a huge amount to offer, you just need to know where to look.