i really don't think i can keep up with the world because my life is really not....oh to hell with this i don't think that is is really all that much to talk about i tryed to kill my self two time i really hate life and i hate my father more

listen, I know your having a hard time ive been there. Ive tryed to kill myself multipul times. The pain and agony of life and drama will eventully go away. youll become numb to it. the best thing for you to do is just deal with it and then confide in a love or your friends about it or talk to someone you can trust and work it out death is never worth it even tho we live to die. Take it from someone whos been there and has had no reason to live. please save yourself and come to your sences. Its better than you think.

>>2 I really agree with 2

And there's much more to life even though every living thing is bound to die at least spend your time better I've had times where I've hated every single living person and that I've wanted to kill myself so bad, but trust me things will turn for the better my life certainly has, and besides the good thing about living is you get to see all kinds changes in life, it's really fun, you should really go find someone who you can truly trust like me for instance. after finding people I can trust I see life in a better light it's really great if you really pay attention to all the good changes and also you should try and go out more go to the mountains the lake, river,beach or whatever it really helps because it's really peaceful and relaxing it helps your train of thought and helps you think about things better trust me to me the view changes everything to me no matter how sad, alone or angry I'am it sure did help me a lot.

and remember you don't need a lot of friends just the ones you can trust that's my motto.

you are not alone.

I agree with Sleepology. You're not alone.

Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem,. It's not worth it at all. Life is meant to be a challenge to test our hearts and push us to the limit to see how far we make it, there are a lot of people whose lives aren't really good either, but death is never a good choice. Specially if its death delivered by the person themselves.
Now I'm not going into preacher mode, I just really think you should stick it out, I've personally thought of suicide myself... But then I thought how it would influence the ones around me and how they would react. I never got very far at all, just a trip to the hospital and drugs.... I wanted to try it again, but when I saw my parents faces... It broke me. I never tried again. I realized suicide was a selfish thing.... Just a personal release from a life that wasn't fully lived yet.

thinks for the help you have really opened my eyes i'll think about living my life ok