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Everyone hates me.... (13)

1 Name: Shark : 2013-03-21 15:21 ID:W5BjX6T2 [Del]

Everyone in my school hates me. They treat me like a serial killer, they are scared of me...
I was born with a sharp look and as a girl this is like a nightmare...
When I look into the mirror im scared of my look too.
My eyes are saying "Im gonna kill you..."

When I smile, my smile becomes a smirk or a creepy smile.
I tried to talk to my classmates but they all runaway when they see me...
Also there is a guy I like but he is scared of me too...
Im scared of myself too...

I want people to talk to me for once! My life has been like this since I was 5!! I cant be brave enough to tell people how i feel...

The worst thing is; My teachers and even my PARENTS are scared of me...

What should I do Dollars? Can someone tell me what im supposed to do?

2 Name: Noxyt : 2013-03-21 15:46 ID:NTZcgmi8 [Del]

No one is scared you, so quit being such an overdramatic kid will ya? Just cos ya look scary doesn't give anyone the mind or right to judge you based on that. It's stupid and childish.
In the end, if ya got feelings let 'em out. Even if it's stupid in someone else's eyes, if you have something to say spit it out. Otherwise you'll just continue to hate yourself, and you'll just give everyone else even more reason to hate you. You're exaggerating the situation.
Ever heard of Adalia Rose? Her mom accepts the way she looks, so the fact that your parents wouldn't accept you is so far away from the question it's hilarious.

3 Name: Colorlesskay : 2013-03-21 16:07 ID:qXkRIZ3k [Del]

Not everyone is like that you just have to find someone who'll understand you. Trust me I really don't have many friends and the friends I do have are my sister's friends and they just befriend me. There should be someone there that understands you.

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5 Name: Sleepology !8NBuQ4l6uQ : 2013-03-22 00:58 ID:Jv3xMd+U [Del]

just kill yourself. ppl won't fear you if you are dead.

6 Name: Nobody !nNP0bPAimE : 2013-03-22 02:05 ID:Hx4UeIDQ (Image: 1280x720 jpg, 62 kb) [Del]

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Dear OP

After reading your post I was reminded of the main character from Toradora (he faces the very same problem you described). So I consulted the first 30 seconds of the first episode, and a fashion magazine cover suggests fluffy bangs, for a more gentle expression. If that doesn't work find a short feisty girl and become friends with her.

All jokes aside, prove your feelings with your actions. If that doesn't work then who cares, you don't want to be friends with those sorts of people anyways.

7 Name: Nobody !nNP0bPAimE : 2013-03-22 02:12 ID:Hx4UeIDQ [Del]

>>6
Me again, after noticing I was to high to read your whole post, I looked over it again, and saw you are female.
So maybe try the hair advice I gave. and not the part where you find a short feisty girl.

Also if it makes you feel better, I kinda like girls with a cold look to their eyes. Not exclusively, all girls are a gift from heaven. Still it's like...what the term? a 'Charm Point'?
w/e just saying there are people that like that kinda thing.
and everyone else can get over it when they get to know you.

8 Name: Syo : 2013-03-22 07:54 ID:L/neDBWx [Del]

poor thing. I was born that way too. I was noticed, but in a bad way. I could not really get rid of the sharp look. I was stressed, but when i acted like, I don't give a damn, people talked with me. In class I showed that I was really nice. I changed my hair to a nicer look, talked happy and about happy stuff, drew happy pictures, and showed that I wasn't scary at all. Noe I'm on the edge of having a girlfriend and three wonderful friends. My point is, try to act like nothings the matter and be as happy as you can. And please don't kill yourself. Thats just stupid. Kay? ^^

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10 Name: Syo : 2013-03-22 07:56 ID:L/neDBWx [Del]

oups *Now

11 Name: anonoperative687 : 2013-03-22 15:13 ID:jz/Ljuc+ [Del]

It gets better. I suggest doing what Syo said. Try not to be too happy though to where it is creepy. Also remember your part of the dollars. I would like to think we are like a family who helps each other. I used to be just like you. I even tried acting like a wigger cause thats how everyone else acted. I have a southern accent, they made fun of it so i even changed how i talked. Then I realized how no matter what i acted like to try to fit in they still hated me. So I said fuck it if you don't like me i'd rather be me and have you not like me then be something I am not and you not like me. Now I just act myself. I still don't fit in with any one subculture, but its fun because I am well rounded. I found acceptance in the otakus, and the juggalos. YES the juggalos, the group that depending on what school your in everyone makes fun of, and looks down upon. At my new school though a lot of the kids were juggalos, and they accepted me. Now a lot of them have graduated though and me and my friends are the only ones left, people like to make fun of us and say we are bad, when we aren't. Just because some person said they were a juggalo and did some bad shit people judge us. My friends are very respectful towards my mom and my friends parents call me " the good influence" lol. I bet it would just shock all the people who make fun of me and my friends to know that we, those who they think are just so evil, actually do volunteer work at the homeless shelter, the park, and the hospital lol. You'll find a group that is willing to accept you. Oddly stuff that i got made fun of ( nerdy stuff) is now popular, so i don't get made fun of as much as when i was a lil kid. But now i can't be into that stuff without being a " hipster " lol

12 Name: Shark : 2013-03-23 04:44 ID:W5BjX6T2 [Del]

Thanks everyone, especially >>8

Actually I tried ti be nicer and happy after reading your comment. It helpee a lot! Thank you! ^^

Thank you Dollars, you helped me again :)
I also think that we are like a family that helps each other ^^

Even though some people still got scared, now I have friends. They said
"We are sorry. Since your looks and your loneliness make you a creepy person, we thought you were one. We are really sorry, we didnt know you were such a great person."

Now people talk to me a lot thanks to you all ^^

About my parents,
No matter what I do they dont like me a lot...
They always see my older brother first, themselves second, my dog third and then me.
My brother is a hardworking person and I kind of dont but my grades are not very bad, they are good.
I talked to my parents but they said that there is no such a thing.
Only my brother cares for me. If it wasnt my brother they would never talk to me.
So again, what should I do...?

13 Name: looney : 2013-03-25 18:40 ID:aWdhGgSh [Del]

Sleepology you know you really need to fuck off, you inconsiderate bitch