Take my advice and don't do shit for people who don't give a fuck! There are plenty of people in this world who say that you mother fucking owe them when your the one who they need to owe. Their the kind of people who put other peoples needs above your own and especially when your fucking family, it's like they don't give a shit that your related. It's like I wish that they would understand the feelings they make others go through everyday but all they can care about is themselves. Because o people like them I almost committed suicide three times, but it's my friends that keep me alive. To me my family is just a bunch of people that only care about themselves. My only family is outside my house. They don't give a shit of who I'm like or what I do. Only give respect to those who give you respect and care about you, those who don't can wait and see what they're gonna have to go through when they don't have anyone left to turn to

Dude, it's human nature. We're no different from animals. We look out for ourselves first and when we have the time, maybe we'll help some other person out. We're then reliable in their eyes, so they may or may not turn to us again, but when the going gets tough there's over a 56% chance they'll recall a time they helped you out and consider that a favor between friends asking why you can't just help them one last time. we as humans instinctively will always do what benefits us first.
Even if you look at romance where as you do everything just for your significant other; you're doing it so he or she knows you love them. That way, it's harder for them to leave you and you'll have him or her all to yourself. No matter how you slice it, it's a bit selfish.

>>1 I'm not going to try to put myself in your shoes, because judging from the nature of your post and the post itself, I would never be able to understand what kind of life you're living right now.

On the other hand, I can tell you what I personally think about what you've said (and please do not think for a moment that I am telling you how to think- I am just offering a piece of my own perspective).

There is a major flaw in your post. "Only give respect to those who give you respect and care about you..." If we do not respect others in the first place, then, if they live according to this statement, they will not respect us in turn. What kind of world would we live in then?

Can you say for certain that your family only cares about themselves? Have you taken time to understand THEM before you wished for them to understand YOU?

Also, we cannot expect others to be perfect. I'm not saying that every person is good deep down; rather, I'm saying that every person has flaws. And, although this should not be taken as an excuse, we are only human.

I had much more I wished to say to you, but it has all fled my mind. I guess I'll just stop this reply by saying that your friends must really care for you to be able to stop you from killing yourself three times, and I hope things turn out for the better.

>>1 If you want to complain, we already have a thread for that. Also, grammar.

>>1 For all your talk of fucks to give, you certainly gave none to your english.