1 Name: Seki : 2013-02-28 11:23 ID:wM18p2j4 [Del]
... I'm sorry, but this is the only place where I can say this. I really need to let it out, and this is the only option I seem to have less. :l So here goes...
So lately things haven't been too good. I have 4 close friends, but recently 2 of them got themselves boyfriends... So we're not as close as we use to be :( (It's not that I blame them though, and it's fine with them having boyfriend's and all, I just wish it wouldn't effect our friendship :( )
Also the fact that I've been left out on most group activities makes me kinda sad... It hurts knowing that they've forgotten about me or something... kinda makes me think that my existence doesn't really matter. I wish I wouldn't feel like this, it's really annoying.
My other 2 close friends also told me a deep secret of theirs... I'm planning on keeping them but... I feel like I'm going to explode. Both of them are going through tough times, and I can't do ANYTHING to help them :( AAAAAAAAH! It's frustrating >.<
I... I just want someone to talk to :c Sorry for bothering you all. :l
2 Name: nerdygirl : 2013-02-28 22:26 ID:SEBJbRoH [Del]
that's ok.I understand that are having problems in your life. but you really should be talking to someone in family or at your school.
3 Name: Eneliph : 2013-03-01 08:15 ID:N8gB27Ne [Del]
Hey Seki
It's hard not communicating as well with friends, yeah. One of mine moved, and I only spent time with her. It seemed like no one else wanted to be with me when she was gone. I felt left out then. But that might've been because I drew away from everyone else. I didn't interact as much, and I felt lonely.
Just telling my, um, story.
And I find it easier to talk to strangers sometimes.
4 Name: Seki : 2013-03-01 12:55 ID:wM18p2j4 [Del]
Thanks...
And I don't really trust family members and all. They don't usually give good advice, and my sister just laughs at everything I say. Adults... I just don't really trust them :l
I find it so much easier talking to strangers too... I can't seem to talk to people face to face, I just feel awkward :l
5 Name: Eneliph : 2013-03-01 14:30 ID:d0+dpTLu [Del]
oh...Sorry I can't relate to you on that. My family is rather close, and I can talk to my parents about anything.
On friends, whenever mine feel down or are struggling, I just be there with them as an encouraging presence so that they're not alone, just listening to their problem and feeling with them. Most of the time there's not much else I can do.
And, again, that's just me.
Hey, keep looking up. :)
