1 Name: Nonie : 2013-02-21 00:17 ID:7e2dYdG6 [Del]
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I don't know what it is, but I've been craving to abuse my self like crazy. I find my self pushing my self against the walls, I punch the walls, I take scissors and push it against me,so I can feel the sharp with out cutting my self and being caught. I make my self sleep really late.I day dream of my self falling of buildings, being ran over, when I'm by stairs I want to purposely fall down, but get to scared. I wrap a blanket around my neck, suffocating my self till I pass out. I purposely hit my head to hard objects. I sit in psychology ,while lecture of drugs, and how bad it is, wishing I know a dealer and get me some. I find my self wishing more with death then happiness and love. I only show my happy side to my friends because I don't want to hurt them,but I surely want to hurt my self. I go onto few chats, and ask people to abuse me. (not the chat linked to this). I don't know why, but I just want to be abused.
2 Name: Ritsucka : 2013-02-21 06:38 ID:uwTK1YSi [Del]
Sorry. I'm not the best at offering advice. And other ppl will probably give you better advice on here. But are you a Masochist?
3 Name: Necrotic Jam : 2013-02-21 07:44 ID:OayZ8Tbn [Del]
I would be glad to help in anyway! If you need to chat, email me at l4d_addict@y7mail.com and I will reply ASAP
4 Name: Kuroneko : 2013-02-22 22:53 ID:3cl9nBXe [Del]
Hello Nonie. If you feel like talking, feel free to email me at Kuronekodollars@gmail.com. I will help in anyway possible.
5 Name: Kuro-san : 2013-02-23 04:17 ID:8ic8Ufug [Del]
that's rare though.
maybe it's by the influenced of stressed, and ending up of bringing you to despair because of it.
6 Name: Nonie : 2013-02-25 09:42 ID:eXiokqex [Del]
> 2 - ritsucka , I am not into anything sexual.
>3/4 - Necrotic Jam/ Kuroneko , Thank you both.
>5- Kuro-san , maybe... I can see a chance of that's why...
7 Name: Nonie : 2013-02-25 09:43 ID:EjU4LxQe [Del]
> 2 - ritsucka , I am not into anything sexual.
>3/4 - Necrotic Jam/ Kuroneko , Thank you both.
>5- Kuro-san , maybe... I can see a chance of that's why...
8 Name: WoDo : 2013-02-25 10:39 ID:IOqgi0F5 [Del]
Do you know what you might be stressing over? Maybe everything is a bit overwhelming? Perhaps you just feel alone even with all those friends around you. In the sense that you feel others can't understand you? Try to find that inner scar, you have people here to help. It worries me to read this but the fact that fear to harm yourself at times is there means there's still something in you that doesn't want to commit to it.That's a good thing. Now just realize also what it is keeping you from doing those things..and monopolize on it.
9 Name: Ritsucka : 2013-02-25 11:15 ID:uwTK1YSi [Del]
>>6 I din't mean to suggest you were into anything sexual. I meant to say are you just like a person who hurts themselves over stress? Like get yourself down to bring yourself up kind of person?
10 Name: Nonie : 2013-02-25 12:45 ID:mNg6B4C/ [Del]
> 8- Wodo , http://dollars-bbs.org/personal/res/1359486789.html ...ignore the days, because I made the post weeks ago.. Not sure...
>9- Ristuka, sorry I had to look up the word and a lot of sexual definitions popped out. I am not sure, I usually smack my self out of what ever I am dealing with, laugh my self out of my tears is what I called it.So it's not kind of my person.
11 Name: Nonie : 2013-02-25 12:46 ID:mNg6B4C/ [Del]
not like me* , excuse that, in class and someone is talking about their kind of person...
12 Name: nobody !nNP0bPAimE : 2013-03-07 21:34 ID:Hx4UeIDQ [Del]
There are many free counseling services (some are group settings don't worry about that they are in the same boat as you) and there are also doctors you can see that charge on a sliding scale based off of your income. As someone who has had several suicides and attempted suicides in his family I cannot urge you strongly enough to consider these professional options before this gets out of hand and you seriously hurt yourself, or worse. And remember the dollars are always here for you.
13 Name: Neeon : 2013-03-09 05:29 ID:CCMGS40H [Del]
I agree with 12 above me. This issue is something that may require professional help. I understand what that is like because I was in that frame of mind once. I have hundreds or scars to remind me everyday. I also know what it is like to have it go too far, Iattampted suicide 5 years ago and Iknow that's not what you want to do. You want to conquer this and Idont know you but Ibelieve that you can. I'm sure you have friends who could talk to about it. You also have the dollars here for you as well.
