*I will change peoples names because I don't know if I may know any of you in person.. and also, this came from my Journal (Diary) and Andy is my Journals name, and if the diary entry gets confusing, then just remember... I am a girl..

January 19, 2013
Hi Andy.! So, um yesterday was the best day ever. So me, Izzy, Jason and Johnny were suppose to hang out but then Johnny cancelled on us and Jason still wanted to come with us. So anyways we went downtown and ish and they ate and then we felt like going home so we said bye and left Jason. And on our way home on the bus everything was normal and we listened to some rap music, I didn't know any of the songs O.o, and then we got of and took the alley and started talking about it, and it started of with me knowing she was very self-conscious but that she wants me to be happy and that she wanted me to share that happiness with her and that she would do the same. Then she said , "I can't go on another day without calling you mine" and then she reached for my hand and asked, "Skylar would you be mine.?" of course my stupid self had to joke about it and say no, bu then I felt her pull away and I almost yelled out, " NO.! Babe I'm kidding of course I'll be yours.!" and then we stared hugging and she said she LOVED me and that she wouldn't say that again until the time was correct and then she said that she would never pressure and then she leaned closer and hugged me tightly and asked if I wanted to so something before we stared walking again, and leaned closer... and closer. Our lips almost touching and then... a car comes and we let go and walk a little and then she graved hand and pulled me towards the wall and repeated the, "If I wanted something before leaving" and leaned close and our lips touched but then a car came. So we walked again and she pulled me towards the wall again and then she leaned closer and... I finally gave in and when she pulled away she was still hugging me and asked if I wanted to go back now and I said sure and stared to let go but she pulled me back and we stayed like that for a while then we walked, ran, to her grandpas house. Once we got there we went upstairs and talked and I helped her with her Spanish homework and we hugged... then she turned of the lights and I started walking out but she pulled me back and we hugged again and umm kissed...

Wow... u had a great day. But u name ur journal??
Good luck.. and stay safe. It sounds like you two aren't "out" yet, since you were afraid of passing cars.

ahaha yea and yea I name my journal, I don't know why tho. And I'm doing it for her, because her parents are those hardcore religious people and I don't want her to get in too much trouble.

I see... so are you already out?

And after some thought, I realized naming a journal's not so weird. I write in mine in second person... I'm pretty sure a lot of people do that, but I take it a bit too far. Two years later, when I read it, it's like the past me manifested into the future and is talking to the present me. Creeps me out a bit..

But anyway, best of luck to you both. I wish ya'll the best.

ahaha wow and yea not every one knows but were getting there ^__^" and thanks :)