I have always pushed myself past my limits i have trained in multiple styles i have broken bones in my body i have obtained scars on my soul i kept going even with blood gushing out of my body i have clawed myself from hell to heaven and back to earth all in order to be the strongest fighter but some how the more i win the more empty i become i only wish to fight for ever but that also seems impossible its like every big time champ loses to this no rookie but for some reason i keep fighting keep putting my life body and soul on line to fight but im asking is this all worth it is it okay to fight for ever is there a point to keep pshing myself?

Do you ever get tired of being a faggot?

Considering it's likely you did precisely zero of the things you claim to have done, except maybe taken a single class in martial arts (potentially over youtube) because you thought it would be cool and for bragging rights, I would say it's not worth the trouble.

Hmm... We're teens and young adult internet addicts. Not therapists. I would suggest religion, but you might just laugh at it, so talk to a professional and lose the vague way od speaking, delve deep and get it all out. Hell, maybe u should've used that Hate thread Leigha made.