I have always been strange i always want to push myself past the limit i do what i want i go head first into danger i fight for thrills but i refuse to cripple or kill an opponent or rival however the truth is threr are times when i feel like a diffrent person when i snap like when fight my opponent or opponents without mercy but this all realates back to the emptyness in my heart no matter what i do the emptyness is like a darkness surrounding me i dont know if its the longing for a girlfriend or the longing for a true rival whichever one this darkness wont stop unless i find my rival or love this darkness is like the night sky swallowing the light of the sun

I cant tell if you being real or tryint to sound deep. But I hope the darkness does not take over.

its kind of hard to resist because even though i go out of control the power feels good the world turns back on me so just screw it i feel like im an animal when im fighting so screw everything fight battle clash what do i have to lose im starting believe what this guy told me he told me this is the slogan of my purpose i will kill demons i will massacre heros i will anilate the world so give me one good reason not to snap

I kind of actually know what you mean, because I have felt that way, and still feel that way now. But you have to understand your limits and boundaries, which I'm sure you do know, since you're against killing and shit. Deep down you're probably afraid of doing that since that would truly turn you into a monster.

I was once a rebel too, but now am no longer one. And when you're a rebel you feel like you just want to screw shit up, right? Well, just be careful and don't hurt yourself.

Do the right thing. If you have the power, try using it for something you believe in.

its kind of hard to resist because even though i go out of control the power feels good the world turns back on me so just screw it i feel like im an animal when im fighting so screw everything fight battle clash what do i have to lose im starting believe what this guy told me he told me this is the slogan of my purpose i will kill demons i will massacre heros i will anilate the world so give me one good reason not to snap

sorry for replaying same thing but i see no point in being all good and crap lets face facts nature always wins my nature is to fight all out screw humans i find humans are weak pathetic and arragint thats why it seems better be a monster wait no im not a monster im an animal

Shut up kid... Nobody here is going to think you're some badass. You honestly look like an overly-dramatic 12 year old faggot. Also, your grammar is atrocious.

>>6 But your still Human even if you have the erge of an animal.

Dear Spitter Spatter,

I just want to thank you for ruining my day. Seriously? Spitting on other people's desks is awesome, isn't it? I just want to tell you one thing: GO DIE IN A FRICKING HOLE!
I don't need you spreading your germs all over me! I couldn't use my desk the whole period! SCREW YOU, MAN! SCREW. YOU.

--Lennu

One, you need to fix your spelling and grammar. Two, What the fuck are you talking about? Three, stop being such a pussy for wanting to fight.

>>9 Wrong thread.

>>10 Why the hell would you bump this shit? Next time, check the "Sage" box. Shit...

>>7>>10 It's really not polite to jump onto someone's thread and do nothing but insult them, whether the poster is being real or not isn't up to you, they may actually be feeling this, or like you said they could be just a twelve year old trying to sound bad ass, but leave it be. Also Khaos, Don't give in to the animal, I have been down that road before. It is not a pleasant journey. I find myself even now turning back towards the darkness but like me, you should fight that. The darkness feels good, it does, but after you will feel the pain you have caused others. You will feel it and it will just keep haunting you. I found my love, she chased my darkness away, but she wasn't what I needed, my darkness found me again, it found her, and now she has left. If you don't stop the darkness on your own, it will never go away, and you will end up like me, chasing away all you love, because your darkness will never let up.

>>12 Do you really think think this is the first time we've had posts like this? I can think of 3 off the top of my head exactly like this. Khaos is out for attention.

partly crisis but im over the emptyness but the darkness has exsploded from heart to my soul and spirit but this is like the darkness of the night sky with shining stars inside my purpose is not to destroy it is to fight

>>14... No. Quit being a faggot.

what ever quit being a hater

All my lulz when you think I'm being a hater. I'm just saying, you're not the first person to post shit like this in an attempt to look badass. It's happen over and over, and you look like a faggot.

...can't...take...thread...seriously...

By the way.

million shades of grey...

I still think this is pretty funny. Even if you aren't just making this shit up the way you try to phrase it is funny. Trying to use big boy metaphors with run on sentences just adds to the stupidity. Also why is it so bad to fight, hell I have worse things that I want to do. If you really wanted some help you wouldn't try to make your story so abstract and vague. Oh, and I have seen very similar posts to this, which amused me as well.

Omfg this is probably the funniest thing I've seen here. Wow. Just. Congratulations on making the biggest pile of bullshit.

>>18 AMEN.

Guys, either help or don't post. Honestly, so what if he couldn't word this thread just the way he should have? Doesn't mean you should make fun of him, least of all in his own thread! Honestly, it's seeing things like this that make me despair for this group!

>>22 I'm sorry, I also told them not to, but after seeing you say that things like this make you despair for this group.... What did you think the Dollars were? It's a group of people, mostly those who have seen and like Drrr and because of how big it is, it is going to have those who are not exactly nice. Don't think that just because the Dollars on the show were all about helping these ones will be, most are, just look at the missions board, but as you can see there are some others that aren't, and quite honestly they have a point, after I tried helping just look at his continued posts, and with the use of the word "hater" you can tell this is just a bid for attention.

>>22 help or dont post is not how the site works. Live with it, embrace it, make it breakfast, and be the abused housewife we all know you to be deep down inside.

>>24 See what I meant be the "not exactly nice" people. Here's example A the jerk.

>>25 Did you notice that you complain about people putting others down and then you go and seek people out in order to put them down? This makes you a hypocrite, congratulations.

>>23
I stated this before, but the only thing he said is the darkness surrounding him and fighting. This can be taken multiple ways. Being suicidal, wanting to fight, wanting to kill, wanting to hurt others, depression, a bad upbringing, something troubling in the past, or simply just being in a rough spot.

I can't take this thread seriously since the problem stated is too vague and advice can't be offered. If the OP stated the problem, instead of making it convoluted and using metaphors, I would offer advice and try to help. Since they didn't, little to no abvice can be offered, and that is why people are belittling the OP.

If they really wanted help they wouldn't be so vague and beat around the bush about their problem(s). Instead they should jsut say what is troubling them.

Also fixing up the grammar would help as well.

who hell cares about grammar its not like im writing a damn so forget it

you know what i think im gonna quit i see no purpose in staying

>>29 Okay.

>>29 don't quit. I hate human beings, but I don't give up on them so easily. I want people to do the one thing they hardly ever do: think. So I ask why they do the stupid things they do. I see people cheating on their spouses for no good reason, people turning to foreign substances,and people killing for stupid reasons. YOU have the power, use it to make the world a better place.

>>29 go for it